Unpleasant feelings

Probobably I will have to spend another three weeks at the construction site which is supposed to be completed by the end of July. It seems that the whole summer will be wasted in that damn place.
Well, the good news is I have finished reading half of the book, Red Star Over China. It's worth reading if you could just bear one whole charpter about comminist policy. And one more thing, I moved to a new apartment and I have my own room. I admit I have been a little bit lazy lately. I have moved for ten times. All those wrapping up, lifting, running stairs, I am tired of it. Please give me some energy. Please cheer up, dear Sophie.
There are unpleasant feelings. It's nonsense for me to sit for 9 hours per day reading an English book at a construction site, but it's more nonsense that the boss, the alledged PHD holder, insists that I stay there. It's nonsense that I have to fill the blanks on the title of a technical post for vice manager. It's nonsense that I still have to do it by my own when there is no material available.....
Maybe God knows why. He knows why I have to encounter all these mess. Please give me a pleaceful heart. Please show me the way.
I miss you, Mom and Dad.
Well, tomorrow is another day. Good night, everybody.