Depressed

I got stuck, I knew I am wasting energy down dead end, but I just couldn’t find a way out.

I am depressed. I upset myself unnecessarily. Hubby tried to make me happier by buying me a new Iphone, I said no, I am not interested at all. He booked korean BBQ for lunch. We went to beach afterwards, I studied english facing the endless sea and we had a walk along the beach with beautiful sunset, after all these, I am still down, nothing lift my spirit.

I knew he tried his best! It takes time for me to digest my negative emotions. How can I put aside my anguish and bitterness. I have no control over it!