fairness

i think i'm a fair person on three levels.

i get for what i pay. i don't even wanna luck. i don't wanna advantages, unless i own them. so you don't wanna bless me. all wishes are wishy-washy. when i think i deserve it, any hand that holds it is expected to let it go. when i think i deserve it, i can be unabashed. when i think i deserve it, there's at least one solid reason i don't have to explain, and i can be very blind to outside attitudes.

i give what i'm paid for. am i against being blackmailed? unlikely. i'm generous. it's just that fairness makes me feel better. like a farmer, i grow, harvest and dispense it. it's not my style to offer extra sweetness or bitterness. i don't go extra miles and this sounds like a golden legit shortcut.

the third level is predicative. a thing is as it is. it's up to me to explain it but it should never lean towards me, however my role or position is. a person is as he or she is. means i can be unflattering. means you can be unfiltered. means i have the capability to feel comfortable about myself, as an individual or a human being.