April 4.16.2021

morning,after eight or nine,wake up,sunny,air more pollution,open laptop,go on writing the thesis proposal,just drink water,after noon,end,check and prepare to hand in online,then,go out,wash the cuspidor,face,hair and brush the teeth,back have one pickled duck leg and sweet pancakes,eat then,wash and clean,on the bed,boost the spirit,do today's assignments,last day's diary and learning power,then submit a report,the brewing surge,till night,have the take-out,one preserved egg congee,one tea egg,pieces of fried egg cake,eat up,clean,go out,to take expresses,some snacks,one colour palette,open,then,on the bed browse online,tiresome,sleep for some time,then,wake,look through,messages,afterwards,go out,do things as usual,fill up water,pee,back,sleepless,watch the small movies,soon,fall asleep,need fervid imagination always,take up the cause with evangelical fervor,refuse to allow any problem to fester,need the festal time offering fun and gaiety,defeat the bloated and fetid desire demon,not make a fetish of style,get rid of all fetter and control,defuse a long-running feud,like one fetus keeing innocent,not ture fiasco ever began as a quest fore mere adequacy,“The more mentally healthy you become, the more spiritual, the more balanced, the wealthier, the more global you become… the more alone you may feel.The masses may admire you, but they are not going to be able to really relate to you. You will be alone much of the time. ”endeavor to your kindness and self-esteem,to go upwards,to open up one side of your mind