Stay focused

Due to the delay of winter break (sadly), I have been sitting in the office but doing nothing for a whole damn week. Although it is always fun not doing anything, i feel kind of exhausted for no good reasons.

Still anxious about my career. I mean, I do HAVE a career on the table - teaching. But in which school shall I root myself in? I like the dual roles that I currently play: both teaching and doing some administrative work on the side. For most part, I'm on the right track. But deep down I know that working long hours is not a 'normal' thing to do. To be fair, being a teacher literally means one has to be satisfied with that poor pay s/he gets. That's the reality and just deal with it.

Okay let's talk about boys. It is such a shame that I ALWAYS come here and write about boys. But boys are cute right? They are bunch of little monsters who make me laugh and cry. MONSTERS! But they're lovely. I love hanging out with the smart ones with manners. Rude boys are terrible.

I like Hao but he's a bad influence too. I am worried about my size now. Like he's such a tiny guy that I look giant on his side. A REAL GIANT. I'm not sure he's the one but part of me starts to see him as my bf. That's a dangerous sign. It always pushes boys away. But I love being loyal and that excitement when we both feel that flames.

But i need to stay focused on learning new things. Like improving my teaching skills and English, like learning how to translate properly. Anyway.