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I just want to leave my laptop in my dormitory and walk alone to office. It’s a little bit heavy to take a bag on shoulder every day. Only Pro hasn’t been transferred successfully that means I have to use this computer to finish my work occasionally. I should drop the feeling of baby too. Hesitation to buy a dreaming baby for her present outside the window is the symbol of mess in my head. Do you still love her? I don’t dare to say I love her. I lost my confidence totally. If you cannot make two million in two years, never talk about marriage or love.
Spartacus is strong as the gladiators in the Roman era. I wish I can be strong as him. He is hero like a legend we learned on school. Books told us Spartacus lead slaves to fight for freedom and betrayed their masters. That’s the only memory in my mind but the serial Spartacus, blood and sand told me he is fresh man with little bit wisdom. Ancients are not stupid as we imaged. Basically, we’re their descendent and we’re developed from them. If they like to fuck, so do us. And I saw the invisible struggle among those people in the city Capua. We modern people also fighting invisible buy by words and pretending. I am not the guy good at fighting no matter what kind of manner it is. I am a dummy ass to fight with my peers. Therefore, I should do as what God hints. To be a professional language learner and say goodbye to the torture of desire for stuff.
Gradually, we’ll struggle to ourselves with the development of our factory. Boss doesn’t trust me. I don’t trust my colleagues. They don’t trust boss. I don’t want that. But we’re Chinese who can make huge achievement but cannot cooperate with themselves. They don’t have idea of corporation but just know how to fight alone.