I think...but didn't

yesterday, you said you are going to get marry next month,
that is sad.
I think I'll hate you,
but I didn't.
I think I'll bless you,
but I didn't.
I think I love you so much，so you do,
but you didn't,
even never.
I think you maybe would tell me the true by yourself,
but you didn't,
even never.
I think I met you and love you is a magic,
but it didn't.
maybe it's a disaster.