gre once more

gre once more
can not remember how many times i swear to conqure gre or english but ended with nothing
even i can not remember how many times i write a diary in this tone
every time when i was in corner, i swear to god that i will work hard and get rid of all kinds of laziness
every time when passion pass, i was still myself
only one time in my life , that i meant to change
can i make it again?
for the current i have suffered, for the future i want to open
gre once more