原来情绪可以这般牵动
看到歆欣空间那篇日志,那个字眼“回家”,我就不由自主地想come home!!!
国庆那会很想回家看看,可我还是毅然决然地选择广州。虽说车费是个问题,但是想回家就回吖,管它什么车费吖!妈在我开学那时就表露出她希望我国庆回家的愿望!因为离家一个月,刚好国庆假期长……我却选择动漫,克制住那想法……阿甘都可以放弃动漫,思家大于动漫!小坚也回家咯!而我为何那时要这样坚忍?!
暑假那会也是如此。答应奶奶说在回校前会再次回老家看她,可我却找那些什么烂借口来推托,老家没网上,老家多蚊子,老家多不便……心中越这样想意念就越弱……奶奶期望破灭的感受我能体会得到……她年纪也不少啦,她渴望我有时间多陪陪她,很简单,我却……
为何我要这样般地克制自己的情感?为了能够更好地独立,为了能够长久地专注,为了减少痛苦……这样的答案极其的荒诞,可我心里也同样的被灼烧!每每看到一些牵动情绪的词汇或听到一些伤感的旋律,我都会变得脆弱、软弱,那坚忍的皮褪去……
某次打电话回去听到爸的声音,我就有股冲动想落泪,而那会爸挂得也快……
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
But I wanna go home
...uhm
May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters
That I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that
It's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
I've got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I got to come home
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby I'm done
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'm living
Someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why
You could not come along with me
This was not your dream
But you always believed in me...
Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In either Paris or Rome
And I wanna go home
I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby I'm done
I wanna go home
Let me go home
It'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home
THE END
by Westlife————HOME
自学考试:妈又问我啦!可我对它兴趣不大,我知道它的获得或许会让我的未来更有保障,但我更相信只要自己能够掌握、熟悉透这个行业里的每一样软件,再加上创意思维的开启,我会成功的!!!考试这种制度显然不适合我,我也不适合考试!从一开始的讨厌,就注定我今生今世都不看好它!!!这个中国模式的教育!!!
国庆那会很想回家看看,可我还是毅然决然地选择广州。虽说车费是个问题,但是想回家就回吖,管它什么车费吖!妈在我开学那时就表露出她希望我国庆回家的愿望!因为离家一个月,刚好国庆假期长……我却选择动漫,克制住那想法……阿甘都可以放弃动漫,思家大于动漫!小坚也回家咯!而我为何那时要这样坚忍?!
暑假那会也是如此。答应奶奶说在回校前会再次回老家看她,可我却找那些什么烂借口来推托,老家没网上,老家多蚊子,老家多不便……心中越这样想意念就越弱……奶奶期望破灭的感受我能体会得到……她年纪也不少啦,她渴望我有时间多陪陪她,很简单,我却……
为何我要这样般地克制自己的情感?为了能够更好地独立,为了能够长久地专注,为了减少痛苦……这样的答案极其的荒诞,可我心里也同样的被灼烧!每每看到一些牵动情绪的词汇或听到一些伤感的旋律,我都会变得脆弱、软弱,那坚忍的皮褪去……
某次打电话回去听到爸的声音,我就有股冲动想落泪,而那会爸挂得也快……
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
But I wanna go home
...uhm
May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters
That I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that
It's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
I've got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I got to come home
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby I'm done
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'm living
Someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why
You could not come along with me
This was not your dream
But you always believed in me...
Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In either Paris or Rome
And I wanna go home
I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby I'm done
I wanna go home
Let me go home
It'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home
THE END
by Westlife————HOME
自学考试:妈又问我啦!可我对它兴趣不大,我知道它的获得或许会让我的未来更有保障,但我更相信只要自己能够掌握、熟悉透这个行业里的每一样软件,再加上创意思维的开启,我会成功的!!!考试这种制度显然不适合我,我也不适合考试!从一开始的讨厌,就注定我今生今世都不看好它!!!这个中国模式的教育!!!