only music could save me?

 it's not a good motion to fall into a sadness sence.
i'm feeling so boring that i've done nothing about my business. such a fucking asshole. what a fucking hell i've been done.
over my head (better off dead)
what happened to you
you played the victim for so long now in this game
what i thought was true
is made of fiction and i'm following the same
but if i try to make sense of this mess i'm in
i'm not sure where i should begin
i'm fallin'
i'm fallin'
now i'm in over my head
for something i said
completly misread, i'm better off dead
and now i can see, how fake you can be
this hypocracy's begining to get to me
it's none of my concern
what look to me 'cause i dont believe in fame
i guess you never heard, i met our makers they dont even know your name
but if i had to say goodbye to leave this hell
and say my time has searved me well
i'm fallin'
i'm fallin'
and now i'm in over my head
with somethin i said, competly misread i'm better off dead
and now i cant see how fake you can be this hypocracy's begining to get to...
this came long before, those who suffer more
i'm too awake for this to be a nightmare
what's with my discrase i've lost the human race
no one plans for it to, low up in their face
who said it was easy to put back all these pieces
who said it was easy to put back all these pieces
and now i'm in
over my head, with somethin i said
completly misread i'm better off dead
and now i can see how fake you can be
this hypocracy's begining to get to me
over my head (better off dead)