Tomorrow's Halloween
Tomorrow's Halloween？It Doesn't Even Feel Like It！
There's one day a year we're allowed to be scared,
Every other day we hide it away
That one day we're allowed to be scared,
Is just another reason to face our fears...
And I've done it...I believe...
All this time I was scared, and even though it came early...I mean Halloween is tomorrow...(ha ha ha - sad joke), it's a super suprise.
Is being alone a huge deal? A lot of people hate it right?
Some people say they like time alone, but I wonder, if they didn't have a choice, would they still like it? Is it just wanting something you don't perhaps have?
I use to be really scared of walking alone. But I promised myself, I would stick to my tasks and stand alone, get the job done and just basically, please myself and not give a damn about the world around me. How it backfire, ha ha, another sad joke. I didn't want to be on my own, I just accepted it. Just at that cross-road, everything changed. Yes, it was me that made the initial change, but everything has fallen into place, how I prayed it for ages, and I'm super happy I accepted all those little dissappointments. Because, now, again, everything has changed....Just the way I like it.
You see, I get super bored, and I really hate things to be orderly. I hate things to be perfectly, nicely organised. I mean, yes I plan my week, but I scribble it...you know what I mean?
There is a time and place to be fussy, neat and tidy ect. There is even more time to be yourself...If you think about it, it's most of the time really. Nobody likes fake people. Oh ecept fake people, they think they are learning new things....losers...
Someone once told me...."Smart people have terrible handwriting. They come up with ideas faster then they can write..." - what a quote :-)
I still love it...
Well, I'm going to read back on this and see if it makes any sense. But as always, I will not go back and edit it. I'll probably make comments on any mistakes in my next blog. Hopefully though, I will have something better to blog about.
Oh yeh, before I forget, I'm going to a halloween party tomorrow. Yaahooo... Can you believe it, it's the first halloween party I have been to in my life. I am 21 years old! - Now you're convinced I haven't lived enough, "I agree" ;-)
There's one day a year we're allowed to be scared,
Every other day we hide it away
That one day we're allowed to be scared,
Is just another reason to face our fears...
And I've done it...I believe...
All this time I was scared, and even though it came early...I mean Halloween is tomorrow...(ha ha ha - sad joke), it's a super suprise.
Is being alone a huge deal? A lot of people hate it right?
Some people say they like time alone, but I wonder, if they didn't have a choice, would they still like it? Is it just wanting something you don't perhaps have?
I use to be really scared of walking alone. But I promised myself, I would stick to my tasks and stand alone, get the job done and just basically, please myself and not give a damn about the world around me. How it backfire, ha ha, another sad joke. I didn't want to be on my own, I just accepted it. Just at that cross-road, everything changed. Yes, it was me that made the initial change, but everything has fallen into place, how I prayed it for ages, and I'm super happy I accepted all those little dissappointments. Because, now, again, everything has changed....Just the way I like it.
You see, I get super bored, and I really hate things to be orderly. I hate things to be perfectly, nicely organised. I mean, yes I plan my week, but I scribble it...you know what I mean?
There is a time and place to be fussy, neat and tidy ect. There is even more time to be yourself...If you think about it, it's most of the time really. Nobody likes fake people. Oh ecept fake people, they think they are learning new things....losers...
Someone once told me...."Smart people have terrible handwriting. They come up with ideas faster then they can write..." - what a quote :-)
I still love it...
Well, I'm going to read back on this and see if it makes any sense. But as always, I will not go back and edit it. I'll probably make comments on any mistakes in my next blog. Hopefully though, I will have something better to blog about.
Oh yeh, before I forget, I'm going to a halloween party tomorrow. Yaahooo... Can you believe it, it's the first halloween party I have been to in my life. I am 21 years old! - Now you're convinced I haven't lived enough, "I agree" ;-)
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