你家在哪里?Where is the hometown?
离开这黄河,这穷的地方,枯掉的土地,其实是从一个新的小城市,到另一个新的大城市,没有人回头望,老人们留下,继续晒日头,就像我们的父辈当初拼命要成为工人一样,现在我们拼命要成为城里人。在新的路上,追逐新的时光,以卑微的肩膀面对千山万水,面对最拥挤的城市,更多的人,把希望寄托在娃娃身上,寄托在暴富和安全的传说。我们在城里吃盒饭,喝咖啡,地铁口那个散房产小广告的家乡兄弟,他的手里,攒着一厚沓子彩页,上面的青山绿水,印着虚构中我们的家。晚上八点的地铁,挤得罐头一样的车厢里,每一张脸都疲惫不堪,那里面有一千种口音,我们都是一滴水,带着家乡泥土的一滴水。
曾经拉着的手,在历经了快速生活的欢笑和哭泣后,落空,在拥挤中分开。每个人,都看到了别人的幸福,每个人都在参观之后依然两手空空,却各自有着自己的痛苦。在幸福得到之前,欲望,先来了,日益膨胀,有人苦中作乐,有人享受酒色财气的大餐,大家以后要在不一样的地方,生老病死,一切都不重要了,房子,现金,变成了最大的愿望,吞下这生活的酒,也不会撕裂离开家乡的心,已经习惯了分离,即使外面过得不好,也没有人愿意回去,宁可把苦涩的炊烟安扎在城里!
华灯初上,是享受的开始,是各种关于成功传说的表演,即使在最深的夜,也没有人在心里呼唤亲人的名字。那些深夜醉酒为了撩骚和老婆吵架的人,谁会想起他们都曾经是为了感情发过誓言的人?这一切的理由是,生活的重担,我们提前过上了城里的生活。高楼,合同,谈判,生意,农村变成县城,县城变成小城市,小城市变成大城市,即使在宁夏盐池那么小的县城,落地窗外,是崭新的楼宇。我们把身上从那片土地带来的汗水和一腔热血,都给了这新的地方。
贺兰山的落日,像母亲一样,召唤我们回家,但是,我们已经走得太远······
苏阳
2010年12月7日
苏阳MOGO专访—— 腼腆畅谈新专辑
http://www.mogo.com.cn/?program_id=7693
Leaving Yellow River, leaving the poor place and the dried-up land, it is just like from a small town to a large new city and nobody looks back. Old people stay in the hometown and bask in the sun. When our parents were young, they tried their best to be workmen. Now we try our best to be city men. We are on the new road, purchase new time and afford burdens by our thin shoulders. More people put their hope on their children or on legends of suddenly being rich. The brother standing on the exit of subway sends advertisements of the real estate. On advertisements, the colorful houses are our dream ones. On the eight o’clock, in the crowded cabinets, there are hundreds of accents and tired faces. Every one of us is a drop of water that is with the dirty from the hometown.
Hands that have caught with each other separate after sharing smile and tear, because it is too crowded. Everyone see others’ happiness and holds his own sorrow. Happiness in TV plays is counterfeit. Happiness from quick wealth is illusory. Every one views the above two happiness and still feel sorrow. Before happiness can be reached, desire is coming firstly and becomes large daily. Somebody seeks joy amidst sorrow, and somebody enjoys buffet amidst quick wealth. No body cares birth, old-age, weakness and death. Houses and cash is the biggest hope in life. Leaving hometown is the final decision for purchasing dreams. People have been used to separation. Nobody wants to go home no matter he lives not well in the city. He would afford difficult life in the city.
When it is dark, it is time for enjoyment, and it is also time for showing how to be rich quickly. People here have no time to care about relatives. Husbands, who go home drunk or quarrel with wives for sundries in lives, maybe forget promises, when they married. What results all of these? The answer is pressure. We have the city-lives early. High constructions, contracts, negotiations and businesses are full of our lives. Villages become towns, towns become small cities, and small ones become large ones. There is a quite new world outside Yanchi town, Ningxia. We come from Yanchi, but devote ourselves into the new world!
The sunset in He Lan Mountain, like mother, calls us back home, however we have left home so far.
曾经拉着的手,在历经了快速生活的欢笑和哭泣后,落空,在拥挤中分开。每个人,都看到了别人的幸福,每个人都在参观之后依然两手空空,却各自有着自己的痛苦。在幸福得到之前,欲望,先来了,日益膨胀,有人苦中作乐,有人享受酒色财气的大餐,大家以后要在不一样的地方,生老病死,一切都不重要了,房子,现金,变成了最大的愿望,吞下这生活的酒,也不会撕裂离开家乡的心,已经习惯了分离,即使外面过得不好,也没有人愿意回去,宁可把苦涩的炊烟安扎在城里!
华灯初上,是享受的开始,是各种关于成功传说的表演,即使在最深的夜,也没有人在心里呼唤亲人的名字。那些深夜醉酒为了撩骚和老婆吵架的人,谁会想起他们都曾经是为了感情发过誓言的人?这一切的理由是,生活的重担,我们提前过上了城里的生活。高楼,合同,谈判,生意,农村变成县城,县城变成小城市,小城市变成大城市,即使在宁夏盐池那么小的县城,落地窗外,是崭新的楼宇。我们把身上从那片土地带来的汗水和一腔热血,都给了这新的地方。
贺兰山的落日,像母亲一样,召唤我们回家,但是,我们已经走得太远······
苏阳
2010年12月7日
苏阳MOGO专访—— 腼腆畅谈新专辑
http://www.mogo.com.cn/?program_id=7693
Leaving Yellow River, leaving the poor place and the dried-up land, it is just like from a small town to a large new city and nobody looks back. Old people stay in the hometown and bask in the sun. When our parents were young, they tried their best to be workmen. Now we try our best to be city men. We are on the new road, purchase new time and afford burdens by our thin shoulders. More people put their hope on their children or on legends of suddenly being rich. The brother standing on the exit of subway sends advertisements of the real estate. On advertisements, the colorful houses are our dream ones. On the eight o’clock, in the crowded cabinets, there are hundreds of accents and tired faces. Every one of us is a drop of water that is with the dirty from the hometown.
Hands that have caught with each other separate after sharing smile and tear, because it is too crowded. Everyone see others’ happiness and holds his own sorrow. Happiness in TV plays is counterfeit. Happiness from quick wealth is illusory. Every one views the above two happiness and still feel sorrow. Before happiness can be reached, desire is coming firstly and becomes large daily. Somebody seeks joy amidst sorrow, and somebody enjoys buffet amidst quick wealth. No body cares birth, old-age, weakness and death. Houses and cash is the biggest hope in life. Leaving hometown is the final decision for purchasing dreams. People have been used to separation. Nobody wants to go home no matter he lives not well in the city. He would afford difficult life in the city.
When it is dark, it is time for enjoyment, and it is also time for showing how to be rich quickly. People here have no time to care about relatives. Husbands, who go home drunk or quarrel with wives for sundries in lives, maybe forget promises, when they married. What results all of these? The answer is pressure. We have the city-lives early. High constructions, contracts, negotiations and businesses are full of our lives. Villages become towns, towns become small cities, and small ones become large ones. There is a quite new world outside Yanchi town, Ningxia. We come from Yanchi, but devote ourselves into the new world!
The sunset in He Lan Mountain, like mother, calls us back home, however we have left home so far.
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