实习医生格蕾 S20 E7

S20 E7 She Used to Be Mine

Research suggests that we start to recognize our mother's voice from the womb around 31 weeks. As soon as we're born, our language skills begin to develop. From birth to six months, we mostly coo, cry, and murmur as the vocal cords mature. Then we advance to babbling, until words start around 18 months. Eventually, words lead to sentences and soon, we forget the time when we couldn't speak at all. Children are less afraid to say what they're feeling than adults. It's only as we get older that we learn to censor ourselves. Maybe we do it because we're simply afraid to rock the boat. Or maybe we're terrified that by saying what we feel, or asking for what we need, we will cause more trouble than there is to begin with. So we choose over and over again to tamp down our voices, to stuff it so far down it can make us sick, until we can't anymore and we have to let it out. Even if it's the hardest thing in the world.

— Meredith Grey

病例基本可以分成三组：一组是Ferguson夫妇，女方孕晚期子痫发作，差点大出血挂了；男方桡骨远端骨折，这一组可以对应第二季贝莉生头胎，第一任丈夫塔克出了车祸。结局都还不错。

第二组，两女车震，过于激烈翻车了。其中一个是头皮撕裂伤加脑震荡，对丈夫吼发现可以缓解头痛，意外诊断了Arnold-Chiari Malformation；另一个膝盖充血。可能是年龄大了，对这种情欲高于理智的事情不太理解了。

好几集的患者Dorian这次又肠瘘了。卢卡斯对着Dorian的好友大吼，发泄情绪，多少有点幼稚；Simone在手术台上把Ferguson夫人想成了自己的妈，也很幼稚。第一批五小强院外生活再丰富，也没影响过手术。

给Ndugu安排了个亚裔护士，想复制当年的伯克和杨，电力不足。

歌曲：

Morning Sun / Otis Kane

[Simone全家陪伴祖母到新养老院；Simone被呼叫但决定留下来；卢卡斯开车，Amelia帮助他复习；安田的车到达医院后彻底死机；泰迪和欧文到达医院]

Crazy 4 Your Crazy / Wilmah

[午饭时卢卡斯独坐，当年只有Alex有过这待遇；Kwan和Jules打赌]

Owner of a Lonely Heart / AG, Sea Saint, Em Sherman 这歌超好听

[坚持抢救Lauren Ferfuson；Carina通知Miles Ferguson；Simone想象自己的妈妈在手术台上]

Hold the Line / Trenton, AG, Daniel Saint Black

[通知Miles最后结果；Miles承认没有Lauren的话不知道怎么活]

Superman / Sam Bettens

[Simone独饮，复制第二季第六集Mer独醉；Kwan关心她是不是OK]

Broken Sky / Ray LaMontagne

[泰迪锁门亲吻欧文，矛盾来得突然，解决方式青少年化；Simone又点一轮酒；贝利强迫Simone离开酒吧；Jules和Kwan赌局结果揭晓，这两个倒是火花四射；Simone把自己妈妈的遭遇告诉了贝利]