2024.02.15.wav for memories saved only for myself
Possession. It's fxxking shitty with a creature that could barely call himself a human and a main character that could barely stand...a common sense no one likes on one ever thought about, they ate it they never thought about it(this is gonna be a diary.
My head has been broken so badly that I could barely walk. I feel dizzy and everything, everything is fake isn't it...I don't know, I am fake, I do all the things for nothing. I am not actually painful for that one. You see hope is such a bad thing, it troubles your judgement.
You think she's stupid enough to take that demon? That's you. The creature that could barely call himself a human, that's you. The charater that could barely stand, that's you. The charater that was jealous enough to battle the demon, that's you. You said it, you are it. It was all meant to be, isn't it?
Prophecy is out of time now.We need new things. This is great, that is great, it means nothing, no value. I am afraid, yes, and I won't do anything to harm myself, yes, and I really want so badly to just make myself disappear...It is tempting, it is tempting, I don't know. I'm not strong enough. Everything in this world is... is it fake? I don't know.
I want to do it so badly...ridiculous, I want...
It doesn't hurt.
