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yes I am a person who has a high sensation about others / I can feel some little things about others through talking to them / so I will change my words accordingly to make people or the current situation get better / I care other's emotions / I don't want to let them sad or uncomfortable / even sacrifice my own feelings / so I live with tiredness / I tend to ignore my own needing / in the end I will feel lost or uncomfortable / but I have already lost a chance to compensate / gradually my sadness gets more and more / I totally become an unlucky or unhappy person / I should say I become a slave to everything / I am working hard to change myself to live with relaxation / I expect to get a new perspective about me and the world /