after accosting
God dam it Kyle always eats snacks and makes the room stink like dust bin. Seems I got nothing to talk with the little girl. It’s hard to transform a ex-girlfriend to be a normal friend. She still loves me and I am so weak that cannot do anything to compensate her pure love. Meanwhile, the love is melting day by day. Nothing is forever except time and the shit universe. Virgin’s love will also disappeared within the life’s going on. What I want is just to make normal friend with her. But what’s the definition of a friend exactly?
When others check my work, I was easily pissed off. This is really stupid. Discussion should sharp the things but seems I am hard to accept others suggestion to my work. Whatever, it’s only work and you’re not the almighty. Communication, conversation and consultation are good things in human community. Moreover, cooperation is important either. But I have no idea to make it. I just like a human machine does what I want to do or they command me to do. For example, if I check others work, I will give him or her a list filled with my advice and suggestions. I don’t like time-cost live discussion. What I need is only commands. Everything in written format is better than oral discussion to me. But, change a bit may be better.
Then four days later. The part-time job is still on the air, which should be confirmed before the end of this week. Something wrong in my pharynx and I have to go to hospital to make an examination. The bus card has out of charge for two days it should be solved at this weekend. And I have to call on uncle’s son who living in this city for five years. He has moved into the new flat in the other district I should go for a visit. Then the woman I have talk with for several times still makes me awkward. To strike up a conversation is not beautiful as we imaged. To the one you talked, you’re still a stranger and we still keep silence on the same bus. I thought we should say hello every morning when we meet at the bus station but this never happened. She considers me as a passenger as before. Maybe I should ask the masters on DB where they created a group engaging in accosting to strangers whom they want to talk.
When others check my work, I was easily pissed off. This is really stupid. Discussion should sharp the things but seems I am hard to accept others suggestion to my work. Whatever, it’s only work and you’re not the almighty. Communication, conversation and consultation are good things in human community. Moreover, cooperation is important either. But I have no idea to make it. I just like a human machine does what I want to do or they command me to do. For example, if I check others work, I will give him or her a list filled with my advice and suggestions. I don’t like time-cost live discussion. What I need is only commands. Everything in written format is better than oral discussion to me. But, change a bit may be better.
Then four days later. The part-time job is still on the air, which should be confirmed before the end of this week. Something wrong in my pharynx and I have to go to hospital to make an examination. The bus card has out of charge for two days it should be solved at this weekend. And I have to call on uncle’s son who living in this city for five years. He has moved into the new flat in the other district I should go for a visit. Then the woman I have talk with for several times still makes me awkward. To strike up a conversation is not beautiful as we imaged. To the one you talked, you’re still a stranger and we still keep silence on the same bus. I thought we should say hello every morning when we meet at the bus station but this never happened. She considers me as a passenger as before. Maybe I should ask the masters on DB where they created a group engaging in accosting to strangers whom they want to talk.
