莉莉为什么哭呢

晚上甜甜问我，知不知道这张照片是什么时候，莉莉为什么流泪呢。我也好奇，于是就去搜索了一番，在摄影师的网站上得到了信息： Liam Galagher of Oasis, live in Madrid Spain. Coverage for the Rolling Stone Magazine

从发型来看，我推测是Don't believe the truth tour期间（05~06），最终确定这张照片摄于2005年11月5日晚的马德里。

有西班牙的歌迷写了那次演出的repo，流水账与彩虹屁表过不提，写到演出末尾的时候，这位歌迷这样描述道：安可的最后一首歌是I am the walrus，人声部分唱完之后，乐队剩下四人继续演奏着，玩各种音效，而Liam则安静地走到了舞台边缘，他向管器材的工作人员要了一根烟，然后静静地靠在扩音器上抽烟，仿佛舞台上、舞台下的一切都与他无关。（原文）

图也来自上面的链接，by Javier Nieto

Javier很准确地描述出了莉莉在演出时常有的疏离感，他会在歌唱间隙静静地站在舞台上，目视远方，魂游天外，他说他什么也没想，也可能是他思绪万千所以混沌。莉莉虽然总体是个快乐的小天使，总是能让别人笑个不停，让周围人都有很好的情绪，但他时常会有别人无法理解的忧郁，或许他自己也不能明白。

缸在06年Big Issue地采访里这么说过

"I can't be him either," chirps Noel. "I've seen him, on tour, drink for days and days and days and you'll see him in the hotel lobby and he looks like he's just got back off holiday. I'd be in fucking tears. He's got that force of nature thing. But he can't get his head round the fact that it wouldn't be Oasis without him. End of story. If he wasn't the singer, I'd have written all those songs regardless. I might have even been a singer in a band but it wouldn't have been anywhere near as exciting or as big without him, but he doesn't see that. He constantly needs to reassure himself that he's vital to what Oasis is. When we're doing these big stadium gigs and there 60,000 people chanting, 'Lee-um! Lee-um!' I'm like, 'Is that not enough for you?' So I just put it down to... he's a fucking idiot. But he's my idiot, I guess." （简译：巡演的时候我见过这样的他：坐在酒店大堂里，不停的喝酒喝好多天，看起来就像刚度假回来，我看他这样都要哭了。他天生就有这股力量，但他总是搞不清楚绿洲没有了他就不会是绿洲了这个事实。如果他不是主唱，那我还是会写这些歌，我甚至会自己成为一个乐队的主唱，但那绝无可能比得上绿洲的万分之一，但他就是不明白这点。他需要不断地告诉自己，他对绿洲是至关重要的存在。我们演这些大型体育馆地演出的时候，比如有六万个人一起呼喊着'Lee-um! Lee-um!' ，我就觉得， ‘这些对你来说还不够吗？’ 所以我把这个归结为，他是个大傻瓜，但他是我的傻瓜。)

Source: Big Issue, November 2006

所以在这次巡演的时候，莉莉其实常有这种状态，自我怀疑与忧伤。还有一个事实是，这次巡演，很多时候Liam是单独有一个休息室的，而乐队其他人在另一间休息室里，这是他自己提出的要求。

重新加载

这个动图出自DBTT tour的纪录片，是摄影师偷拍到的，在自己的休息室随着音乐自得其乐的莉莉。

在这次巡演期间，莉莉也迎来了自己的33岁生日，05年9月20日晚上（英国时间已经到了21号），他们在美国科罗拉多的Morrison演出，缸唱完Don't look back in anger的最后一句，为莉莉送上了这一年生日的第一份祝福，“Happy Birthday, Liam.“ 莉莉笑得很开心，演出结束后，后台的更衣室里，大家聚在一起，喊了搞笑艺人来为莉莉表演，为他办了个生日party。

而莉莉的这种时常不为人所懂的闷闷不乐，其实缸缸很多年前就看在眼里记在心里，他还写在了歌里，The girl in the dirty shirt写于1993年。（ “A lot of stuff in this album, Stand by Me, Don't Go Away, The Girl in the Dirty Shirt, were written before the first album, so I tend to write three albums at a time” ）

歌词如下

The girl in the dirty shirt

if i may be so bold could i just say something come and make me my day the clouds around your soul don't gather there for nothing i can chase them all away 总有乌云萦绕着你的灵魂 但别担心我会把它们赶走的

why do you need a reason for to feel happy or shining for the rest of the world give me just a smile and would you make it snappy get yourself together girl 傻妹妹你为什么非得有理由才能快乐地闪耀 爽快点给我个笑容 不要再丧啦

(bridge) you got a feeling lost inside it just won't let you go life is sneaking up behind it just won't let you go

no it just won't let you go is what i'm trying to say is would you maybe, come dancing with me cos to me it doesn't matter if your hopes and dreams are shattered cos when you say something you make me believe in the girl who wears a dirty shirt she knows exactly what she's worth knows exactly what she's worth to me! that i can see, i can see

if you ever find yourself inside a bubble you've gotta make your own way home you can call me anytime you're seeing double now you know you're not alone

所以可以看出莉莉的性格一直是如此，总有莫名其妙忧伤的时候，开心不起来，他不知道自己有多可爱，对别人来说有多重要，总有自我怀疑的时候。所以最上面莉莉流泪可能也是因为这样吧，没有具体理由，只是处在一种丧的情绪之中。

所以见到莉莉一定要告诉他自己很爱他，他很棒呀！！！！赞美和肯定不嫌多

当然了，话说回来，也可能这不是眼泪，是汗。（？（是的我们很严谨。