When memories become habits

When I recall has become a habit, I fear, also very helpless, What way to change Thesummerholiday it, I don't know. Maybe, only yourself to enjoy the feeling of the grinding, Through more than 20 years of quality is really not recall light! Often worry because of his past, and also because their past and blush with shame, don't say, don't finish showing-me if, in the middle of the night, crouching in the corner of a bed, pretend to sleep, even a few copies of the miserable, Can not doggerel thoughts, listen BangBian man dreams of deep love. I almost more difficult in the dark and light night sleep. Can't advocate the habit of reflection, I don't know, but I know that my back very tired. Like what I really don't know, have a lot of friends asked me: "like literature is?" I don't know how to answer, ofthesouloy half jokingly, "I can't enjoy it, because the girl cooldewynight is really now, "There are always a will be moved again." said the friend. If there will be casting-session a let I touched the girl, despite my deep in my heart, just listen to my friends can confide without complained! One sad not what happened to you, but you find yourself how pathetic reason. For me, not in these, but I don't know how, There are many reasons lose goals? collec-tion I almost didn't find the reason very stupid, stupid hobby, a little sad, is my past life memories is changeless, because I love the habit of eight years. The girl, but found that she give I never think, in these pahome years, I just in our memories, I only, is the love! Sad? Don't laugh at me a-small is an idiot, I finished my love, even though I know her mission will marry to me, and I in so doing. For love a person, who dare to pay duty of light speech? Actually, want carefully to you and will not one, but your true love is the one you like from these years to fall in love with you. I really don't know unless you should I still love who? Is not my hobbies to understand other people's privacy, just overheard my heart almost broken, Without the slightest moved should also have little sympathy. I don't want to get anything from you, but also should have at least understand. I like going, so not mature, I myself to walk, but now? Why, why so! In the memory of my life, I don't want a friend said, if a man, but the man is like them, so the world will have immortal love? We are human beings, we should be moved with the things around, Have a friend me-mber and two girl fall in love, and still the same place, so he felt very successful. Ridiculous, have what fantastic? I like it, but I know wound-weekly that I still love! Say so many, also don't know that what is now, as I recall the heart, but has become my habit!