.
"I don't known"
that's how I usually start my sentences
I'm craving for an answear
why I'm feeling what I am feeling
maybe suffering is a better word for all of this
there's literally nothing I can feel joy for
like the sky is falling apart
just aiming at me to for a total crash
the rage in my body wish to destroy everything
which I don't know where they came from
I'm losing
myself
having a feeling that I am just a container
waiting filling again
so that I can pretend a little longer
that maybe I'm not that having fun all the time
pathetic as I am
I have to move on
