波多马克 - Haiken
他精心挑选了蓝色的礼品包装纸,因为他知道这是男孩最爱的颜色。包完之后,想着第二天,男孩会很激动吧。
第二天到了,礼物却还在他家中。反而是男孩,在圣诞前夕,送给了他一张好人卡。
已经数不清楚这是他收到的第几张好人卡了。他不会去怪每一个男孩。因为他们都是迷人的,美好的。
他买了两张他喜欢的乐队的门票,之前是准备和男孩一起去的。后来,男孩说,虽然我们还是可以做朋友,但希望他可以找到一个对的人一起去欣赏演唱会。
他相信他是喜欢男孩的,早在男孩告诉他之前,就已经有幻想过这样的场景出现了。他似乎是做好了准备似的,写下一段又一段,写完又删去。他以为真的已经做好了准备,却无从下手。
我想,他自始至终,都知道什么是爱。放手也是一种爱的方式。
At the best of times I'm lonely in my mind But I can find something to show you If you have got the time Why would I rely on the things that I did right? She said, "I gave you four years of my life" So, what about these feelings I've got? We got it wrong and you said you'd had enough What about these feelings I've got? I couldn't be more in love I could have been a great line I could have been a sign Or overstay my time Say what's on your mind Maybe I'll rely on all the things that made it right Because I'd give you all the years of my life So, what about these feelings I've got? We got it wrong and you said you'd had enough But what about these feelings I've got? I couldn't be more in love
And what about these feelings I've got? We got it wrong and you said you'd had enough But what about these feelings I've got? I couldn't be more in love