new start, new try

      All right, a new blog again. I can't remember how many blogs I have registed. But this time , I decided to write all my diaries in English. Because I feel that my English is getting worse. I can't compose my language now, I even forget some useful words.
     And I feel there is a need for me to exercise again. Something, I can write in English, and I believe this will make others lose interest in spying my privates.
      Today is a terrible day. Many things seem to be in a mass. Everything is lose control. I feel bad. There are pains in my left ear and my left eye. And some other things make me want to burn up.
      When can all these awful things be in order?? I don't wanne my life like this.
      oops......