Hurted
I burst into tears again,when i was on the way back to home,after meeting my close friend Roger.
I felt very bad ,but there is no way to tell out groomy mood.So i have to keep it in my mind.I really know i need outlet.
With coincidence,i saw Roger ,who was just outside of internet cafe.i hugged him,he iwas so surprised with it ,and reluctant to accept it which he think is little abnormal between men.Later he heard my caying,we finally huddled together,which consoled me much,then i got calm gradually.He tried to know about what is the problem.I want to tell him,but i know i cannot .Although i wanna tell him my closed friend everything i suffed before ,however he does not live in our world ,he never understand my feeling ,homosexuals'emotions and life.
We parted away after he sent me to the gate of campus .I went back home alone.Tears came down from my face constantly.I have no ability to control it ,just let it be,crying ,not silent anymore.I thought it is only way to allievate the painfulness.
After going to bed ,with virginradio programe ,i fell asleep,without knowing what time i got sleep.
Next morning,i got better,however once i thought of Ken,my eyes brims with tears.
Actually ,i dnot know how to undergo such painfulness
I felt very bad ,but there is no way to tell out groomy mood.So i have to keep it in my mind.I really know i need outlet.
With coincidence,i saw Roger ,who was just outside of internet cafe.i hugged him,he iwas so surprised with it ,and reluctant to accept it which he think is little abnormal between men.Later he heard my caying,we finally huddled together,which consoled me much,then i got calm gradually.He tried to know about what is the problem.I want to tell him,but i know i cannot .Although i wanna tell him my closed friend everything i suffed before ,however he does not live in our world ,he never understand my feeling ,homosexuals'emotions and life.
We parted away after he sent me to the gate of campus .I went back home alone.Tears came down from my face constantly.I have no ability to control it ,just let it be,crying ,not silent anymore.I thought it is only way to allievate the painfulness.
After going to bed ,with virginradio programe ,i fell asleep,without knowing what time i got sleep.
Next morning,i got better,however once i thought of Ken,my eyes brims with tears.
Actually ,i dnot know how to undergo such painfulness
