How a desperate life
Life is filled with uncertainty. You feel you have lost your way in the course of pursuit of what you really want. Future life is always without any hope. Days always start and end in a boring routine rhythm. It’s really painful without dream or something like that so nothing can interest you and you always feel lifeless and live a purposeless life just like a robot.
Life seems to be harder increasingly, no matter in your career, your love and the physical conditions of your family member who you really care. You cannot find your value in your work. You find the person who you like does not have a true heart to you. Your father is in a worse and more serious physical condition.
What should you do?
You intend to read some books to kill the time or expect to get a clear and peaceful heart or transfer concentration to other things. You always desire to escape to where you can relax and put every anxious thing from your mind and heart.
But where and how?
You cannot give up your work cos you cannot rely on your old parents anymore, and you should try your best to give them a full and warm take-care. You cannot continue to like that person when you realize the truth and reality. You cannot ignore the heath problem of your dad since you cannot image how much love he gives you and how much attention he wants you to draw on him when he feeling bad, just like a child.
Facing such real world what should you do? How to continue? How to persuade yourself to insist? But insist what? You have no money, no capability, and no dream. How a desperate life!
Life seems to be harder increasingly, no matter in your career, your love and the physical conditions of your family member who you really care. You cannot find your value in your work. You find the person who you like does not have a true heart to you. Your father is in a worse and more serious physical condition.
What should you do?
You intend to read some books to kill the time or expect to get a clear and peaceful heart or transfer concentration to other things. You always desire to escape to where you can relax and put every anxious thing from your mind and heart.
But where and how?
You cannot give up your work cos you cannot rely on your old parents anymore, and you should try your best to give them a full and warm take-care. You cannot continue to like that person when you realize the truth and reality. You cannot ignore the heath problem of your dad since you cannot image how much love he gives you and how much attention he wants you to draw on him when he feeling bad, just like a child.
Facing such real world what should you do? How to continue? How to persuade yourself to insist? But insist what? You have no money, no capability, and no dream. How a desperate life!
