a long goodbye
I can't never stop thinking about love. It is one of the things about being a woman in a patriarchal society.
No one every told us a break up is heart-breaking. Usually they show you some girls crying in a movie, and then they do stupid thing. But there is always a follow-up; they don't just end up being miserable like I am now.
Just like you never forget the feeling of your first love, you never get rid of the feeling of breaking up with you first love. The process is long, insistent, nibbling, and eventually you figure out it is never-ending. Surely some people can deviate from the path and pretend they don't care. The truth is you never forget, and you never stop wondering the what-ifs.
No one every told us a break up is heart-breaking. Usually they show you some girls crying in a movie, and then they do stupid thing. But there is always a follow-up; they don't just end up being miserable like I am now.
Just like you never forget the feeling of your first love, you never get rid of the feeling of breaking up with you first love. The process is long, insistent, nibbling, and eventually you figure out it is never-ending. Surely some people can deviate from the path and pretend they don't care. The truth is you never forget, and you never stop wondering the what-ifs.