inmyroom
your skin wouldn't leave me alone
but I'm having trouble finding mine
I don't know where to begin
I wish I had someone to phone
I wish I could have someone to cry
and wail to
but all I am capable of say is that
I'm fine, just a little confused
with my jacket slouched on my shoulder
wandering my way upward,
to the hills, to the flowerless mountains
there, no man I should find
but myself a room
one I shall go ahead, and claim it to be mine
Off the jacket I take
There I shall be naked
There I shall sing my song
There I shall throw my clothes around
there the heat shall always be on
No matter the season
No matter the reason
There I should invite you
There I should have you with me
none of your friends could come
You, alone, are allowed inside only
So long, I have longed for
just to have you in my room
In my room
In my room
where I have wrestled with no soul
but bored demons
every night with a welcoming, dreadful pull
Filling me up with a naive sense of challenge
On the floor
where u shall be lulled under
by something so strange
yet no more than an extraordinary oblivion
you find yourself in my feeble arms
Just for a little bit
so that u don't mistake me for a bony carrion
I might do the same song and dance
the ones I've done not just one time, but a million
it wouldn't bother me in the slightest
If ur head gets a little heavy,
and that u find me restless
for I have not known the ways of hospitality
until when u find me in my most earnestest
But now it's long past visiting hour
And you are no way near my doorstep
and the monsters cling to the trees in my garden
humming the playful tunes so my heart won't harden
and I know it won't take long
Until the time comes
I'd have to throw on my jacket again
for disappointment resembles the devil's blazing tongue
licking me over
In my lust driven trance
In the remainder of the dying heat
What's left of my shiveled flesh
I have let down my guard and still our eyes fail to meet
You won't be rid of me
You haven't seen the last of me
my intentions are morbid but sweet
one day you'll see
one day you'll find
one day you'll find
That we are two ghosts of a kind
but I'm having trouble finding mine
I don't know where to begin
I wish I had someone to phone
I wish I could have someone to cry
and wail to
but all I am capable of say is that
I'm fine, just a little confused
with my jacket slouched on my shoulder
wandering my way upward,
to the hills, to the flowerless mountains
there, no man I should find
but myself a room
one I shall go ahead, and claim it to be mine
Off the jacket I take
There I shall be naked
There I shall sing my song
There I shall throw my clothes around
there the heat shall always be on
No matter the season
No matter the reason
There I should invite you
There I should have you with me
none of your friends could come
You, alone, are allowed inside only
So long, I have longed for
just to have you in my room
In my room
In my room
where I have wrestled with no soul
but bored demons
every night with a welcoming, dreadful pull
Filling me up with a naive sense of challenge
On the floor
where u shall be lulled under
by something so strange
yet no more than an extraordinary oblivion
you find yourself in my feeble arms
Just for a little bit
so that u don't mistake me for a bony carrion
I might do the same song and dance
the ones I've done not just one time, but a million
it wouldn't bother me in the slightest
If ur head gets a little heavy,
and that u find me restless
for I have not known the ways of hospitality
until when u find me in my most earnestest
But now it's long past visiting hour
And you are no way near my doorstep
and the monsters cling to the trees in my garden
humming the playful tunes so my heart won't harden
and I know it won't take long
Until the time comes
I'd have to throw on my jacket again
for disappointment resembles the devil's blazing tongue
licking me over
In my lust driven trance
In the remainder of the dying heat
What's left of my shiveled flesh
I have let down my guard and still our eyes fail to meet
You won't be rid of me
You haven't seen the last of me
my intentions are morbid but sweet
one day you'll see
one day you'll find
one day you'll find
That we are two ghosts of a kind
