eternal love
actually,i don't know when is the bomb,when is the dead line,but it just happened. i lost those i was used to,i usually thought i just wanna be loved,since i have always loved the night and darkness.As someone said"人们被爱所蒙蔽，被爱所伤害，被爱夺去幸福"。u may still think maybe u should not to see him.At first,all of us wanna a true love,and the time goes by,we toke too much,and when the love go away,we will miss the happy time we have at first.Murderers murder,lovers love.But now my heart is nuclear,love is all that i fear which is too heavy for me to bear.I used to consider that the most beautiful loving words are"i'm going to fall in love with you,you don't have to love me back.i am just going to give u my heart."And the saddest words "we were lovers,now we can't be friends".But god,u know everyone wants to be loved,but he can't give the right place,the right timing,even the right living turn.When i was young, i just tried to told myself,maybe if i skip my dinner,made myself pretty and thinner,maybe then he'll love me.But now,i knew if he loves u, he never care about such things,he just loves u.I am so grateful that i have such a beautiful man in my life,and i'll miss him forever.
I am so sorry for him. Too many sorrows,too many pities,if i can ,i don't wanna see him any more,why?Too tough to go through this.Love is too heavy for me in such a period,but i still touched him and hurt him,sorry.Somebody wants to quit the habit of smoking or drinking,what i want to give up and what i have given up? I know what i lost,but even though,i wanna go ,with the tears.No pains,no gains.
I am so afraid of marriage,because of my two stupid parents.But yet i rely on them,i don't wanna lose them.Marriage is too heavy for me, i can't think about all the stuff that need i to deal with.If i fell in love with someone in such circumstances,he'll be hurt too.So forget the love things,please,gloria. U have too many things to do,and ur dreams,and all the memories,it's enough.Maybe someday,i would be a wonderful person.I have no courage to have my babies,i hate myself if i became the same person like parents.It's hard for me to grow up,and my heart seems too tired for deep love.So i just call stop,and i never wanna to pick it up again.I thought i can live a common life like others do before when i owned this guy,but finally i failed and made him injured.All are my faults,i'm guilty.Some A are not suitable for love and marriage,and i think maybe i just never get rid of it.I don't hate my parents anymore. They give me what they think the best,and struggled to live together just for the kid,and made the every plan for her.Her thoughts?Not important,just observe it. So i live now,and earn the things they want hard,but i know who i am indeed,but not important,i decide to forget it ,and be what they wish. To atonement.
Time flies,u must live a better life with a pretty wife and a clever kid.All above are the last words i write for u,my dear mr.k. From now on,forget the selfish woman, if , i say if , forgive me. for breaking into your life without permission,and live u alone.You are my eternal love.Sorry,and bye.
I am so sorry for him. Too many sorrows,too many pities,if i can ,i don't wanna see him any more,why?Too tough to go through this.Love is too heavy for me in such a period,but i still touched him and hurt him,sorry.Somebody wants to quit the habit of smoking or drinking,what i want to give up and what i have given up? I know what i lost,but even though,i wanna go ,with the tears.No pains,no gains.
I am so afraid of marriage,because of my two stupid parents.But yet i rely on them,i don't wanna lose them.Marriage is too heavy for me, i can't think about all the stuff that need i to deal with.If i fell in love with someone in such circumstances,he'll be hurt too.So forget the love things,please,gloria. U have too many things to do,and ur dreams,and all the memories,it's enough.Maybe someday,i would be a wonderful person.I have no courage to have my babies,i hate myself if i became the same person like parents.It's hard for me to grow up,and my heart seems too tired for deep love.So i just call stop,and i never wanna to pick it up again.I thought i can live a common life like others do before when i owned this guy,but finally i failed and made him injured.All are my faults,i'm guilty.Some A are not suitable for love and marriage,and i think maybe i just never get rid of it.I don't hate my parents anymore. They give me what they think the best,and struggled to live together just for the kid,and made the every plan for her.Her thoughts?Not important,just observe it. So i live now,and earn the things they want hard,but i know who i am indeed,but not important,i decide to forget it ,and be what they wish. To atonement.
Time flies,u must live a better life with a pretty wife and a clever kid.All above are the last words i write for u,my dear mr.k. From now on,forget the selfish woman, if , i say if , forgive me. for breaking into your life without permission,and live u alone.You are my eternal love.Sorry,and bye.
