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趁着还未入睡记一篇日志，记下一些想法与思索。我一直认为，写日志是一种发泄的途径，当你已经不不愿再口头诉说时，日志立刻显现为一个好东西。（事实上，它一直都是好的，只是尚未显现罢了）由此，我猜想，大多数的作家其实都患有双向情感或者躁狂症，whatever，不正常就好（过于正常总是被遮蔽着）。回归正题，谈谈想要记的内容：
首先，说说我的新发现：我才明白，过去几年自己的想法都是错误的。错误的不意指此类想法违反全人类根本意志与利益，我也从来不是那么一个反叛的人；只是发现看问题并不够深刻，亦或我始终将人们想象的很好。结果就是：大多数人绝不可能成为真理的殉道者，拿着锄头从别人的尸体上跨过去；相反，大多数人擅长于“being a posh”——装逼的艺术价值太高，人人都是“能作会操”的高逼格行家。知道什么是行家吗？行家就是精通某个行业的专业人士，按照班达的知识分子理论，恐怕能作会操者恐怕能排第一高级知识分子。为何？逼格高呀！又能作——情感上拥有非凡技能；又能操——libido值无限循环。人类繁衍生息全靠这种人才了！不仅如此，这类人精神境界高尚至极：但凡有新生事物出现，这些高逼人群总在第一时间冲锋陷阵，争先恐后嚷着、叫着、操着手儿鼓掌表示乐意奉献自身以求学习之。Then，it scares the shit out of roosters，and this kind of shit is only fest at first.（Tut mir leid，Mein Qinglisch ist sehr schlimm）由于逼格至高，这类人就只用学个how to being an actual superficial mimic but being deemed as an intellectual of high civillization.过去我一直单纯认为，人人都是有wille的好青年，其实别人只是想要个表面：表面上进积极就好了，人坚不拆，何必苦苦相逼呢？
其次，既然别人爱装逼，我又没那个智商与情商，当然还有装逼的稳定性，我该如何是好？选择并且以行为将之承担。很早以前，我就思考过兴趣的含义——兴趣对人来说太重要了。Warum denn？没兴趣你活着干嘛？你怎么不去死？兴趣就是一向你主动意愿、能够坚持、并且能在其中发现提升创造自身新潜能的有快乐的挑战事件。兴趣不是今天想唱就唱，纵使你唱的漂亮，明天后天不坚持也非兴趣。现代人没有兴趣，他们全都忙着歌舞升平、纸醉金迷去了，还谈什么兴趣呀？就这么漂着，蹉跎岁月吧！兴趣是你这辈子都愿意花时间的挖掘快乐源泉的挑战，你能做的就是坚持不懈——perseverance.不然，难道你以为人生的快乐那么好获得吗？随便高兴开心一下就山无棱天地合了吗？Why r u still living if u live up to a life without creativity and challenges？
U choose what u strive for and ur behaviors will follow ur chooses，then ur life forms. People in morden age havent had belief already，why？ They arent willing to make a commitment to both themselves and others，they have no religion、belief、ideas and so on，so that they have no tomorrow. They dont think death，which is special to everyone，is important and inevitable. Oppositely，they know the only death is others death，so death is evitable to them. They dont feel obliged to anything because of advocating individualism extremely. People dont believe afterdeath，they have no fear on anything，either worship.What is worse，they dont believe in God or Buddhas，they r abandoning themselves wildly，absorbing in boring life. In the end，they will die with unlimited regret.Warum soll ich es denken？Mensch werden tot sind.反正人都是要死的。
最后，人需要并应该善待自己——未经审视的生活是不值得过的。An unexamined life is not worth living.如何善待自己？Living the right life？Wie ist rechtes Leben？In ur short whole life，u r always striving for existing.What is existence indeed？In ur existence，u consume all of ur power and energies to make ur dream come ture. Get back to the primitive question，do u have a dream？did u ever have a dream？ have u ever had a dream？If u do，go for it，to opposite，if u dont， the u may think deeply and make one.Living up to ur dream must be the most important thing in ur life.始终记得一朋友的一句话：大自然面前，人类很渺小的。能量守恒定律规定了你与任何人和事的关系，你一拳他一掌，什么时候是个头呢？人生苦短，山高水远。审视并热爱自己的生活：How far can I touch my dream？Have I already lived a right life？What should I do to correct？U can mention a lot of questions if u want.Answering above questions and them may u find ur serenity.
Last words：livelong and persperious，thats only logical.
首先，说说我的新发现：我才明白，过去几年自己的想法都是错误的。错误的不意指此类想法违反全人类根本意志与利益，我也从来不是那么一个反叛的人；只是发现看问题并不够深刻，亦或我始终将人们想象的很好。结果就是：大多数人绝不可能成为真理的殉道者，拿着锄头从别人的尸体上跨过去；相反，大多数人擅长于“being a posh”——装逼的艺术价值太高，人人都是“能作会操”的高逼格行家。知道什么是行家吗？行家就是精通某个行业的专业人士，按照班达的知识分子理论，恐怕能作会操者恐怕能排第一高级知识分子。为何？逼格高呀！又能作——情感上拥有非凡技能；又能操——libido值无限循环。人类繁衍生息全靠这种人才了！不仅如此，这类人精神境界高尚至极：但凡有新生事物出现，这些高逼人群总在第一时间冲锋陷阵，争先恐后嚷着、叫着、操着手儿鼓掌表示乐意奉献自身以求学习之。Then，it scares the shit out of roosters，and this kind of shit is only fest at first.（Tut mir leid，Mein Qinglisch ist sehr schlimm）由于逼格至高，这类人就只用学个how to being an actual superficial mimic but being deemed as an intellectual of high civillization.过去我一直单纯认为，人人都是有wille的好青年，其实别人只是想要个表面：表面上进积极就好了，人坚不拆，何必苦苦相逼呢？
其次，既然别人爱装逼，我又没那个智商与情商，当然还有装逼的稳定性，我该如何是好？选择并且以行为将之承担。很早以前，我就思考过兴趣的含义——兴趣对人来说太重要了。Warum denn？没兴趣你活着干嘛？你怎么不去死？兴趣就是一向你主动意愿、能够坚持、并且能在其中发现提升创造自身新潜能的有快乐的挑战事件。兴趣不是今天想唱就唱，纵使你唱的漂亮，明天后天不坚持也非兴趣。现代人没有兴趣，他们全都忙着歌舞升平、纸醉金迷去了，还谈什么兴趣呀？就这么漂着，蹉跎岁月吧！兴趣是你这辈子都愿意花时间的挖掘快乐源泉的挑战，你能做的就是坚持不懈——perseverance.不然，难道你以为人生的快乐那么好获得吗？随便高兴开心一下就山无棱天地合了吗？Why r u still living if u live up to a life without creativity and challenges？
U choose what u strive for and ur behaviors will follow ur chooses，then ur life forms. People in morden age havent had belief already，why？ They arent willing to make a commitment to both themselves and others，they have no religion、belief、ideas and so on，so that they have no tomorrow. They dont think death，which is special to everyone，is important and inevitable. Oppositely，they know the only death is others death，so death is evitable to them. They dont feel obliged to anything because of advocating individualism extremely. People dont believe afterdeath，they have no fear on anything，either worship.What is worse，they dont believe in God or Buddhas，they r abandoning themselves wildly，absorbing in boring life. In the end，they will die with unlimited regret.Warum soll ich es denken？Mensch werden tot sind.反正人都是要死的。
最后，人需要并应该善待自己——未经审视的生活是不值得过的。An unexamined life is not worth living.如何善待自己？Living the right life？Wie ist rechtes Leben？In ur short whole life，u r always striving for existing.What is existence indeed？In ur existence，u consume all of ur power and energies to make ur dream come ture. Get back to the primitive question，do u have a dream？did u ever have a dream？ have u ever had a dream？If u do，go for it，to opposite，if u dont， the u may think deeply and make one.Living up to ur dream must be the most important thing in ur life.始终记得一朋友的一句话：大自然面前，人类很渺小的。能量守恒定律规定了你与任何人和事的关系，你一拳他一掌，什么时候是个头呢？人生苦短，山高水远。审视并热爱自己的生活：How far can I touch my dream？Have I already lived a right life？What should I do to correct？U can mention a lot of questions if u want.Answering above questions and them may u find ur serenity.
Last words：livelong and persperious，thats only logical.
