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after watching the movie. after a cigarette which is the first for the past 4 or 5 days. I have this crazy idea.
I could take the tuition money that my parents gave me. My mom gave.
I could fly back to china and start my career.
Or I could stay here. Fake that I am continuing at the school.
I could try to find a joy by lying that i am graduated from a M.arch from AAU.
Or maybe I can have some other job.
Should I try this?
I am not a good lier though.
How can I get the encourage to do so?
or I can just stay in this miserable life that I am currently having. Can not even quit for a cigarette.
finish the task that I don't want to.
Whatever, I still need to finish. do I?
What if I don't? What's the difference?
I could take the tuition money that my parents gave me. My mom gave.
I could fly back to china and start my career.
Or I could stay here. Fake that I am continuing at the school.
I could try to find a joy by lying that i am graduated from a M.arch from AAU.
Or maybe I can have some other job.
Should I try this?
I am not a good lier though.
How can I get the encourage to do so?
or I can just stay in this miserable life that I am currently having. Can not even quit for a cigarette.
finish the task that I don't want to.
Whatever, I still need to finish. do I?
What if I don't? What's the difference?
