20130614小别扭

Yesterday i got mad ,i feel angry about myself, i miss him so much ,but we cant meet each other. he cant come here and i cant go back every weekend. i dont ask him to come to bj to work this year ,i just want to meet him, i wanna kiss him ,i wanna him to hug me.
i just want realistic feel .i just want to sit at him.
i almost be crazy. i dont want to be this .crazy girl.