how to stop thinking
i know from the bottom of my heart, u don't mean anyting. but i can't stop to thinking. i was so moved by your care during my illiness.
i conform that i have never received this kind of support form any male friend. so this is the main reason why i encounter so much. the sad thing is that u never know all this things. i used to consider that may be i should take to you, and you find a way to help me out. but i know cleraly i don't have that courage to tall you all of this.
you sitting infront of me, i can observe every tiny action of you, ever sometimes to observe you beyond your attention. every time when i walk into the office, my first glance alway at your sat, whether your are there or not. i like to ask you some stipude questions , it is not because i don't know the answer, but becaues i just want to talk to you some more. i know if i don't make some chances, you will never speak to me.
i am so easily to be moved. some times i heat myself becaue of this. this kind of habite make me always encounter a dilemma situations. people or friend may look down of me,
these days, i usually doublt myself, i am not smart enough, beautiful enough, i can not do well in my experiment, i know nothing about how to operate research... i even doublt even wheter i can qulified to go aboard. i know that one have to believe youself, caues this is the key to success. but what i can't belive is that am i really supporse to be here? with all this outstanding classmate and coleague.
in my opinion, they are the one who can manage to do very thing well . they can live a happy live, high efficient study, always helpful... i live is baldness, all my mind is focus on study... the worst thing is that i still perform so poor in this... all this things make me doubt my ability.
i mean this, i feel so ... when i stand in front of you....so i keep moving, moving , and moving.
i conform that i have never received this kind of support form any male friend. so this is the main reason why i encounter so much. the sad thing is that u never know all this things. i used to consider that may be i should take to you, and you find a way to help me out. but i know cleraly i don't have that courage to tall you all of this.
you sitting infront of me, i can observe every tiny action of you, ever sometimes to observe you beyond your attention. every time when i walk into the office, my first glance alway at your sat, whether your are there or not. i like to ask you some stipude questions , it is not because i don't know the answer, but becaues i just want to talk to you some more. i know if i don't make some chances, you will never speak to me.
i am so easily to be moved. some times i heat myself becaue of this. this kind of habite make me always encounter a dilemma situations. people or friend may look down of me,
these days, i usually doublt myself, i am not smart enough, beautiful enough, i can not do well in my experiment, i know nothing about how to operate research... i even doublt even wheter i can qulified to go aboard. i know that one have to believe youself, caues this is the key to success. but what i can't belive is that am i really supporse to be here? with all this outstanding classmate and coleague.
in my opinion, they are the one who can manage to do very thing well . they can live a happy live, high efficient study, always helpful... i live is baldness, all my mind is focus on study... the worst thing is that i still perform so poor in this... all this things make me doubt my ability.
i mean this, i feel so ... when i stand in front of you....so i keep moving, moving , and moving.
