Well, what you are wasting is time...
I should say that I am not good at control myself. Choices of what I should do each day come randomly. Therefore there are a lot of uncertainties. For instance, today I planned to make some slides for a short discussion tomorrow, unfortunately what I did today are:
1. Thinking about whether or not I should go to school this morning, and spent an hour drinking tea & coffee etc. Then I read a paragraph of the paper. Yes, just ONE PARAGRAPH!
2. Cooking lunch together with my bf. We had a debate about who should wash dishes and equality between two people, esp couples in a daily life. Then it extended to a discussion about many other things. After the debate and taking a nap after lunch, it was already 4pm!
3. Cooking dinner together, which did not take much time. But afterwards I started to watch TV series like grey's anatomy and reading some novels--which are totally stupid and meaningless.
Then the clock comes to 11:00pm and I haven't started my work yet!
I am very curious about the reasons why such kind of things always happen. Is staying at home the reason? Is letting my laptop open for all day long the reason? OR, AM I BAD AT SELF CONTROL?
It seems to me that the last reason counts. Now I am tired, sleepy and not sure if I can make the discussion or not. Who I should blame? Myself? Or my ambition? Or my attitude?
1. Thinking about whether or not I should go to school this morning, and spent an hour drinking tea & coffee etc. Then I read a paragraph of the paper. Yes, just ONE PARAGRAPH!
2. Cooking lunch together with my bf. We had a debate about who should wash dishes and equality between two people, esp couples in a daily life. Then it extended to a discussion about many other things. After the debate and taking a nap after lunch, it was already 4pm!
3. Cooking dinner together, which did not take much time. But afterwards I started to watch TV series like grey's anatomy and reading some novels--which are totally stupid and meaningless.
Then the clock comes to 11:00pm and I haven't started my work yet!
I am very curious about the reasons why such kind of things always happen. Is staying at home the reason? Is letting my laptop open for all day long the reason? OR, AM I BAD AT SELF CONTROL?
It seems to me that the last reason counts. Now I am tired, sleepy and not sure if I can make the discussion or not. Who I should blame? Myself? Or my ambition? Or my attitude?
