here it is
i knew someday i will definetely get rid of this mess, but i also know, it's gonna take a great deal of time and effort, which made me feel kind of desparate, about my future. then you walked into my life, i admit at that time, i needed console and you fit into that position. you are not the kind of guy that i'd madly fall in love with, but i was too selfish to turn you down. and you let me took advantage of you. i should have ended this much earlier.
as you can see, we disagree with each other on so many levels. we are not entirely happy together. i'm still at the bottom of my life and you cannot save me. at this point, i realize that i can't be saved by anybody except myself.
i will grow up. i will be tough and i will get through this. you don't have to worry about me. i hope that you could soon find the girl who is meant to be with you, and you be happy with her ever after.
as you can see, we disagree with each other on so many levels. we are not entirely happy together. i'm still at the bottom of my life and you cannot save me. at this point, i realize that i can't be saved by anybody except myself.
i will grow up. i will be tough and i will get through this. you don't have to worry about me. i hope that you could soon find the girl who is meant to be with you, and you be happy with her ever after.
