Hesitation

I know how the world works. It is always like that. To follow it or not, it depends on your heart. Sometimes, I assume I am strong enough to hold my whole world but only pitifully to realize I am so small. The only thing in this world you can control is yourself. You can tell yourself, you never know how strong you are just like when I am dancing. You can challenge your comfort zone step by step, you can speed up your reading day by day, you can correct your dancing movement one by one. However, you finally figure out you can’t do anything about other people’s opinion. Should I change myself to favor them or will I still be myself. I will choose the latter one without hesitation, and I know I will sacrifice much. I keep on repeating to myself, it is my life, I will live it the way I enjoy. I am still holding on, but I don’t know how long I will insist. It is too complicated. So just act, without thinking.