When there was me and you
真的是很累很累很累啊，可是想找个说话的人都那么难，就算别人正好无聊跟你说说话，可是你又给别人说什么呢？说自己整天被各种烦心事快折磨疯了？说自己整天套着一层连自己都不认识的套子？说自己整天行尸走肉？可是又从何说起？又与谁人说？谁愿意倾听埋怨？谁愿意关注你一点？为何人人都是只希望在自己烦心无聊孤独寂寞的时候才去寻找那么一个倾听者，寻找那么一个能理解自己心情的人呢？有人比较幸运一下就寻找到了，可是有人就是那么的悲催了。有人能和你亲密无间，以至于你宁愿放弃其他所有人，又突然尽量消失在你的世界你，终于你的世界只剩下你一个神，神魂颠倒，神牵魂移。。。。。。有人能和你聊天到无话不说，以至于你连跟任何人都没有说的话都说出来了，却又不知何时起连短信都不屑回你一条，虽然你仍然永无止尽的往那个黑洞里面投去,投去你自认为的关心，投去你自认为的鼓励。终于照单全收，毫无音讯，而你还不能去问，怕那种冷漠，怕那种鄙夷。有人能告诉你他的烦恼，他的梦想，他的碎碎念，以至于你为了与他多一些交集，多些共同语言，去开始对一些事情感兴趣，对一些事情开始关注，可是又可以突然宁愿一个人憋着藏着掖着也不愿意与你说一个字，也许别人还有更好的倾述对象也说不定呢？呵呵，你又不是唯一。有人说，不要让任何人改变你的生活，当你只是别人的选择时。可是人之初，性本贱，前一分钟还在说别人根本不需要你，你只是多余，你只是累赘，只是连柯景腾前期那样不学无术的人渣都不如；看到他不好的签名时候，又会屁颠屁颠的滥用你的廉价关心，而结果呢？？？？呵呵呵呵呵呵。。。诶诶诶诶诶，不要老是说别人呢。你自己呢？一个四级都擦边过得人，一个连科研训练的老师都嫌成绩太烂不收的人，一个当别人都计划怎么怎么出国时连话都插不上的人，一个无论怎么努力依旧什么都不及别人的人，有什么资格去要求别人，期盼别人？孩子，努力吧！！！！！！！！！你的未来只能靠你自己，而你还有那个不知道能撑到什么时候去的“家”需要你的努力。
When there was me and you
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I’ve known you’re not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
When there was me and you
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I’ve known you’re not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
