i finally lost you

everything is just melting away
.
you are fading away babe
.
the night here is cold
.
i'm thinking of someone that i might not even be able to see ever again
.
.
you know what
.
i forgot to tell you
.
.
it's not hard to like someone
.
it's not hard to love someone
.
but what is hard is to find someone who's willing to love you in your own way
.
.
people keep drifting apart everyday
.
have you asked yourself
.
which is bigger?
your dream
or your love?
.
i cant tell
.
i dont know myself
.
so i avoid it's happening
.
and friend says
.
you will know when he comes
.
well
.
she made her choice
.
so i think i could believe her
.
but babe
.
you know i would turn it back
.
if i could do anything to make you not feel hurt from me
.
.
i just wanna say
.
i'm sorry
.
i'm not who they think i am
.
.
i hope there is someone out there to save you
.
from all the messy
.
from me
.
.
.
babe
.
i wish you happy
.
i wish you were here
.
god..........