20120212梦志3

   
不知是你撞了进来，还是我把你引入的，我梦见了你。
我在春天梦见夏天，梦见我们躺在从未去过的沙滩。
我们说话，互相讲故事。 我不显出窃喜却压制着心跳。
我假装不经意，用一瞥的间隙，摄下你美丽的侧脸。
我试着贴紧你的身躯，不敢看你，闭眼，凭借触觉勾勒曲线
感觉时间很安全，又慢又长，感觉昏昏睡去。
恍惚间你在离去，当我察觉，痛悔像蓝色的墨水把我浸透。
当我想起，你给我撑好伞、盖上凉被，那已经是很久之前的情景。
当我在一朵陌生的炫光中醒来，我知道你已经离开我很久。
我开始在沙滩上迅速分散，而梦也渐渐枯萎在凌晨的泪光里。
You came into my dream,
I don’t know whether
You ran into my dream
Or I ushered you in.
I dreamed spring in summer days,
And I dreamed—
We lay in the beach that
We have never been.
We talked and shared stories.
I subdued—
My secret delight
And my pounding heart
I pretended to be casual
I captured—
Your beautiful profile
In a fleeting glimpse
I closed my eyes,
As I dared not to look at you;
I tried to hold you tight,
And feel the curves of your body.
I felt at ease
As time lapses slowly;
And I drifted into sleep
In the long hours.
Pain soaked me like blue ink
When I dimly aware that you were leaving
It happened long, long ago
When I thought of the scene that
You held an umbrella for me and tucked me up
When I woke up
In a beam of eerie glare,
I realized you’ve left me for long.
My heart began to shatter on the beach,
And my dream withered away in the morning tears.
英文 by 紫鸢尾