End of Love Story For this Spring
It's the first love in my history, undeniably. He is the one who gradually enter my heart and jumped away suddenly. Daddy said he do not cherrish me at all so that he can raise up such unreasonable demands on me.
I really tried my best. However, something goes wrong long time ago when I dropped his home. He treats me like some rubbish or someone who can not be shown in front of others which really really hurt my heart. Maybe he is just not confident about the future so that he wants to take as much as possible from me to guarantee my involvement. However, he is really selfish, only thinking about himself.
For me, it's a kind of heartbreaking thing on process, still. Even during the break of work, I cannot stop feeling wrong. I have to tell myself, it's something I must experience before the true loves comes but I do feel terrible and dont want to hear from him any more if daddy's judgement is right. You know, Mum, I start doubt about myself. What's wrong with me? Am I some kind of girl not worthy being cherished? I am really really tired and do want to find some one who is right. Where is the Mr Right? Why is it so hard to get along with another one? Why the God arrange love while arrange break of love as well. Why someone who can say love you and being critical on you without any compromise? Why they are so used to lies and can keep on talking in this way? Why someone can be so unreasonable ?
I hate him.
I really tried my best. However, something goes wrong long time ago when I dropped his home. He treats me like some rubbish or someone who can not be shown in front of others which really really hurt my heart. Maybe he is just not confident about the future so that he wants to take as much as possible from me to guarantee my involvement. However, he is really selfish, only thinking about himself.
For me, it's a kind of heartbreaking thing on process, still. Even during the break of work, I cannot stop feeling wrong. I have to tell myself, it's something I must experience before the true loves comes but I do feel terrible and dont want to hear from him any more if daddy's judgement is right. You know, Mum, I start doubt about myself. What's wrong with me? Am I some kind of girl not worthy being cherished? I am really really tired and do want to find some one who is right. Where is the Mr Right? Why is it so hard to get along with another one? Why the God arrange love while arrange break of love as well. Why someone who can say love you and being critical on you without any compromise? Why they are so used to lies and can keep on talking in this way? Why someone can be so unreasonable ?
I hate him.
