ability to get enough of the deposition time
All the way west, Mo flowers. ---------- I remember two years of public examination.
Management Reminder: This post has been field implementation of the early mouse operation (2011-03-09)
back when the road seems, there is always complicated feelings.
have always felt that the forum should leave a little something.
memory is the most profound examination of the way public shelves. Three years was removed. Eventually reached the shore.
and I, from junior to the present, along the way, can be considered a tear a blood bar.
perhaps, only to run around on this road who can best understand each other now.
Well, officially started.
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【junior end. Chaotic start. 】
All in all, are derived from the public in mid-2009, 4 in the school that a public examination of the lectures. I was still junior. Crowded the lecture theater, I took the heavy in the next Met the last of the line of duty, I heard that she admitted to transferring 08, has been going back to support home construction. Until that moment, I first heard about transferring. After the seminar, on-line test had a very strong interest. The original public examination to test the ah, I feel too much fun. YY followed to school bookstore, and bought with him the West's material wealth. From holding the line every day with him on the book self-study test. May, I ended all university courses, and other students played after the summer going to say different, I immediately began a long internship. The first time to the company, the wind took the software, or a minor celebrity in Chengdu, the interview is very well written, has become the only time that a group of interns (and me are full-time). Unfortunately, only one day on the classes, I was Alice, the reason is absurd, and very doubt.
at the end of the school entrance examination in June, after the work of sub-systems, in July at the family home for a month, thinking for a month. In fact, thinking nothing out of the hot weather, the mood is too heavy. August 18, 2009, passed the written test for a private company interviews, the company has become the marketing department set up after the first. Also officially started my internship.
the first turning point of life in September. Security research event. Hey, am ashamed to say, because the work involved in too many freshmen, so far has been professional middle, a sophomore junior despite all of my courses are the top five, but the list of security research came out, let me repent. 2 security research, professional qualified to participate in the first 4 Institute of interviews, because the first four have not been disqualified in English four, the first 5 off the bench, I'm honored to become the first 5. Day of the interview until the security research,Louboutin sale, the first four individuals not a give up. But after the interview, screening out of two people (one of which is A, the key figure below.) Are all due to various reasons in the final to give up security research. A because of a branch of the Bank of China was admitted to a campus recruitment. Ultimately, we study this term is a holding of all. My God, really angry and I could not eat for several days. Destiny is not the first time I felt his hands.
the second turning point in life in October. Alibaba events. Ali Baba's campus recruitment conducted in the Electronic Science and Technology Division, for the people of our profession, Ali Baba is our best and most appropriate in the domestic employment objectives. With the company took leave of absence to participate in campus recruitment written test. Because non-technical posts, I chose not know is why was the product manager assistant positions. Written successfully emerge into the side. Later learned that my first post written in Chengdu area. Side professional interview, the interviewer is the product manager of Ali, which is possible after my boss. Interview more than all my past experiences interview, nearly an hour. Get his approval, side pass. And I went into two faces, only a UESTC boys. Second side is facing the pressure of HR interview, in retrospect, I have felt stupid at that time in particular, are ignorant side of too smooth, that absolutely no problem, then there is no ready to go to a second interview. Two faces of the interviewer, Ali's HR beauty karen. Did not answer. I'm nervous. karen said, this post should be comprehensive campus recruitment Beijing the next day informed of the results list of the last final surface. Finally, there is no other opportunity to finally surface. Ten places in the post, all to the second day of the Beijing breakout. This thing hit me is self-evident. The facts tell us, do not be proud of until the last step too early. Facts tell us that we very much worse, there are many, many deficiencies.
error of the first public examination. 】
Blink of an eye the 11 months. Sichuan, out of the announcement. At that time hesitated to participate in public examination. YY has been accompanied for reading, not very seriously, and that time for various reasons we have parted for a month. And the company's work gradually to get started, do also busy. Note also do not have any feelings. Then later, or reported, and Mianyang a unit. Recruit one. Then no matter how the number of applicants every day to go home after work to do reading problems. Instant 126 came. Test is not good. The winter of 2010, ranking the delay could not have been dragged March. At that time felt no hope. But they suffered a blow. Exam with me A (mentioned earlier, accounts for security research and finally give up the quota.), 126 109 exam, a city urban transferring, into the interview. I 110 of points on a few top 20, move one, 7-8 in front of a village official. Deep this thing told me to do better than a good newspaper. It was at that time because some of the talent for the first time understand what is transferring. Helpless, the only life I've missed a chance to consider transferring. Otherwise, to me the results ... ... hey. . .
2010 年 2 months. Dark clouds have been darkening. Career love life a mess. Decision and I want to resign. Why do not quit know, anyway, that do not want to work. Want to go back to school, the students final. The sun to run home every day to play games. Submitted his resignation with the company, was surprised to be turned back, when the marketing department was on track, the company cherish and not let me go, let me put forward four months of leave, report to the company after graduation. Thus, in March to June, and I go back to school, spent four months doing nothing. This is four months around, blows. Can not find direction in life. Do not know where to go next. Do not know where to go. Do not know the meaning of existence. Do not know adhere to the purpose. Do not know the forward direction. Graduated with deep feeling, can be sent away to stay in Chengdu, the owner away. Also off the rush of my four years of college years.
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6 end offer all kinds of sadness with a myriad of mental attachment, or left the school. June 29, my mother birthday, school. June 30, finishing luggage. July 1, to report back to the company. The transformation from student to professional people, only one day. The beginning of season, the entire department is extremely busy all day like a machine, like overload, countless millions of fresh job waiting for me. While studying and doing work, but also enjoying themselves. August, village officials to cancel a notice of extra points, in an uproar. But still enrolled in September of the village official examination to hand when practicing it. I do tell myself. There has been a force somewhere in pulling me, brought me here from Chengdu. No one thought, and ultimately changed my original intention, my point another way of life.
【wise examination. 】
Village official end of the examination, no mind reading, all day long soak in the forum, from the Secretary to the Deputy Minister, the water in pitch darkness. October, Sichuan Public Notice Ruqierzhi strokes. The second public examination, and very careful screening jobs done enough homework, under the foot of the effort. This is also my success for the future laid an indelible foundation. Due to professional constraints, the final locking of two counties in the same position. Remember when the National Day holiday, registration channel congestion, I read during the day, evening registration. My father and I spent two ID cards were reportedly two posts, and then view the number of candidates, check several times a day all night,Try to look natural but some, until the end of the penultimate day of the registration night. The first 36 positions approved, approved the second position 45. I face a severe test. But can only choose one. The first position requires college degree or more natural and less number of candidates, the second junior college that requires more than a little more naturally, my dad said that more than a master degree above estimates, but the forum said a lot of friends more powerful specialist examination. From Chengdu, the two regions are more than 100 kilometers or so, all is not sub-par, quite a dilemma ah. Chose the final second. Enrollment at the end of 56 the number has approved. I think that admission to a maximum equivalent to the first class thing. Not is hard. The facts tell us that some people are destined in this life and our success or failure related. Because classmate A (the one who protect the research do not go, to work in a bank, who failed the final exam transferring the interview.) Analysis in listening to my job after the end of this time and I actually applied for the same job ~ ~! Also joked that, be with me exam. OMG. The results of my job to tell the students with the professional, this stupid act of a nearly level, and this post led me to pass. This wonderful story does not end. Question will continue. Select gate technology live jobs, which directly affects the outcome of the war, but there are a lot of people did not dare disregard this. This also warned you that if you do not have any positions can be confident that the first written test, would you seriously choose jobs.
next month, is really very tough. During the day continues to go to work nine to five deal with various problems, meetings, writing programs, tender, VC. Go home at night, ate a small desk stand immediately in the bed and began to do a line test time. Looks like half past eleven, on-line and little fool communication problems encountered during the day, exchange experiences examination, silly chat relief, encourage each other. Less than 5 hours sleep. Continue to work the next day. That month, there is no entertainment, no party, no water forum, so busy that even if there is no time to breathe.
【written. 】
116 Ruqierzhi. Sick leave with the company, please take a test, A student (or the A students) want me to stay warm from the nearby her home,Vibram Five Fingers footwear, the results of 115 night she sum of money for their trip, drink in ten p.m. before. I am a person covered with the alcohol on the self-study, she waited to pick me up. Evening, two students lost, lying in bed talking for a long time. She said that about seventy-two drank liquor, did not last too busy to read, it is estimated test tomorrow, not a try. I have always encouraged her to go, said not to waste their good name registration fee. She pulled on my life living under tension, followed the next morning I went into the difficult exam. Proved to me this stupid act of the second level, almost to their present ruin.
application of, hey, my pain. Finished measuring the row saying,Abercrombie kids, A very bad mental state students, hangover, and get up early in the afternoon And their basketball line and the municipal party committee. She clamored not test applications on, and to organize basketball game early in the past, I kept to stay in her, she reluctantly continue to accompany me to test. On her application can not only write a half an hour, according to her, was copied from the material to make, and I seriously do a draft outline for a long time, writing more than two hours. The result, she 56, me 42. We test the same room, I believe it is the same scoring teachers, the other I do not say. Exam, and we were happy to participate in the Bank of China and the Party of the game in the evening to eat a large Riverside Road, Dayton, back to her home university, as did talk all night. Continue to work the next day back to Chengdu.
12 月 29 rankings. Azi first time that morning gave me a link. I opened the personnel net, hands are shaking. I clearly remember the day they know the result of children's shoes, I could not help but curse. Call me stupid, call me stupid just countless. Because of the unexpected, I post the second, my classmate A third position. The points difference is so small, what can happen. The first time I have been from the beginning to the written application of my simple mind the chagrin of many. If I could a little more effort, and now I have less of a strong competitor. You know, I give myself the opponent is made. And research associate when Paul was too late for her to give up, so I missed the opportunity to research insurance, so many emotions. If I finally lost her, I do not know how to forgive yourself. But things have now, there is no way to change, not only to the security of. I can beat her defeat in the written test, but also be able to beat her again in the interview. In this regard, I am sure endless. Carries forward this state of mind, ready to begin the interview. At this point, my eyes have only one opponent, is written first.
always believed that to know ourselves invincible truth. The first thing is to exhaust the power of networks and practical, to get all the information first. Then something told me that all this is very necessary. Because in this process, I gradually improved the image of my opponents on the set, and gradually being found in the psychological advantage, and gradually established their confidence,and then told me to try, and gradually found a way to attack opponents. However, at this time, but understand that a bad news, my first point deficit and the need to overtake him my interview 3.83, Silly boy told me that they interviewed for the basic is the best 85, the worst is 80. If that is not only my best, but also he is the worst, I have probably, OMG, you know he was the first job interview last year, an interview that he still has the strength, oh. With that self-confidence and self-confidence, stress and anxiety, and slowly began to prepare the interview.
the next two weeks, immediately canceled the New Year's Day and Kun Kun Didi to Emei mountain climbing activities, go all out to prepare for interviews. The first thing is ready to dress. Proved in dress is necessary, this can talk later. Still busy at work during the day, lunch break time to listen secretly recording Bangzhu Hamilton, quietly looking printed materials. Dined at home listening to soak in the YY public lecture, and the little fool of topics, mock interviews. During that time, people who know me should know, insomnia, stomachaches, auditory hallucinations, has been with me. Until I left Chengdu for an interview. Really wretched day. Fortunately, half a month, a man from beginning to end has been the greatest extent possible to help me, encourage me, with me, I give strength, give me warm, give me hope. Hehe.
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【interview. 】
Busy early in the morning went to meet the political community thing, and then sent a registered letter to the post office. Police station has not received a letter the next will not know why. Come slowly, and friends organized a self-tour to Yunnan in April, hoping not to go to work like in April. Hehe. Home and found the net off. The net charge or charges to write the first thing the way I consider it public.
blink of an eye, the interview is getting closer. A phone call informed me the day I remember the time of the interview, just my boss lady boss standing beside me, the things that hide under the civil service exam has not. I'm going to simply straightforward account of the interview. Boss, after all, hurt my wife, ah, that did not embarrass me, opened the two-day holiday to me. (Leave when it is found that two days did not buckle my salary, hehe.) In someone's suggestion, I took my mother and went. Thursday, he arrived to pay, the interview time is Sunday, which means to stay four days. Four days, in addition to Xia Guang around with my mother, I point to the cafe every day to see the Xinhua commentary,Tory Burch Sale, see the interview questions a few days ago. Back home to seriously look at doing notes, before the data. Early break to get up early every day attitude adjustment. Because very little wear high heels, those few days every day, find time to practice walking in high heels in the room. 15, almost sleepless night, night, sleep less than an hour to wake up to sleep but how could not sleep, stumbled on the next day. No matter how nervous and my reluctance, 16 came.
6:00 get up, change clothes, boil water, a cup of G7, in fact, I'm not sleepy, but very, very clear, early coffee, just to eliminate swelling, so that their look from the spirit point. Makeup. Tie a ponytail. Wool suits and put on the outside coat, scarf. Posted two warm baby back. Play out to breakfast. That Showtime or snacks, is the first time to the chicken surface. After surface has only been 7:00. Test center not far to the back of the noodle shop riverside hotel. Did not say a word. Walking past, stepping high heels walking twitter, stuck ipod nano, ears full of intense rock, my mind does not know what. River winds blowing in the morning particularly severe, the two sides of the neon, the lights scattered far, I have to se cold. Switch songs quiet moments, like the vent before death. Image moment sink into the sea. Can not help but curse in their hearts, this damn interview. Off the headphones, one morning, had a chat, voice is isolated, while walking with the previous method of vocalization and singing voice began to open.
7:20. Into the examination room. Looking back with her mother hugged and said goodbye. 7:40 provisions must be admitted, A students check out the location to reach. She was a clothing bank, is neat and tidy. The draw is completed, I'm 24, she 25, he 26. In fact, so lucky to always be with me, if I was 26, is another way the estimated results. I first met my opponent, a seemingly much larger than the actual age of the men, and I wear high heels nearly as high, a casual, slightly worn. A total of my classmates, the interview is estimated that afternoon, and we were excited to go and talk to the first. No hypocritical opening remarks, he also knew the two of us. Mad far apart McCain, working families apply for experience and so on. He also left two of us call, said later admitted who asked who the other two meals. Words, the live chat is really a technology, but also because there are A students in (she is a talkative Zhu Er), the two of us formed a powerful gas field, echoed each other, one blowing a handful. This afternoon, a direct result of gas field close to our interview, the first has been to the toilet tight. At that time, I laughed.
exam room to follow the guide member is really beyond my expectations, then narrow the test room, a door has opened the door sat a judge, and I almost put his head out the door into someone, kick step to they almost kicked the next timer. Really embarrassing dead. Title is not difficult, the second question, or I'm going off. After reading the first pass, but my mind went blank. Can not help but silently in their hearts, over, little fool, to let you down. Joseph was tense. Also less than 10 seconds, and immediately adjust their attitude, take a deep breath, forcing himself to think about nothing, began to read a second time. Gradually over the idea to open the second. Almost the same. Fang Xiabi, raised his head and found a man in front of N uniform look at me, take a deep breath again. A subject was topsy-turvy logic, the ends and two answered the third point to forget the fourth point, and back to the first point in the past and said it again. But the good state of odd, is not stage fright, who looked at me and I looked at who answer, eyes should be sharp and strong, and fully take care of, especially around the corner who sat behind the door. Answer is complete, stand up, salute, and the examination room.
back to Chengdu after he began a life of nine to five, Didi has been staring at me network news personnel. Two days after the final results came out, the final out of the man I just higher than 0.08. I actually test the whole interview room first. Heart of a vacant for a month, finally landing a. Began a long process of waiting for medical examination.
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【medical examination. 】
Day of receiving the check notification, just like companies have proposed to resign. CEOs perceived inability to save his wife, although I was reluctant, the company is employing the occasion, but still respect my decision, but also, and I talked a lot. I know a company is not easy to do, so one and a half to work with us to work together, understanding each other is self-evident. The day before the walk, she had dinner in a restaurant package specifically for my practice. A sector-wide has always been my man toast, bless me. I'm not that crying child. Tears to stay in the heart. Thank you.
on the job. Then view the transcripts. My written exam with the first three can not get into. Secretly glad that his choice.
medical examination. Is also a history book of blood and tears. Delay in the notification. Results from the day that the interview began to pay attention to the attention of rest, a whole month is no peace. Go check his liver and a blood test, everything is normal. Nest at home, including the Chinese New Year, where do not dare, afraid of a cold day, wrapped himself into the bears. Suspense finally to a medical examination and other notifications. Calculate the days, the physiological soon, while the search in the forum of how physical examination, while my dear friend can devote themselves to prayer was late for two days. Unfortunately, unfortunately, I arrived at when buying shiyangchang tragedy happened. We can say that it is with an extremely disturbed feelings to the physical examination. Medical rather smooth, smooth pass. Carries the excitement and heavy heart, I have officially left, ushered in the new March.
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【the story will not end. 】
Written here should be collected as a pen.
long, long time did not write so many words. Beautiful memories, but also very tired.
political examination already in progress. Work for so long, save a small fortune, to make their own arrangements for travel next month.
still imagine a year ago, as stop and go, in a daze, thinking or not thinking. Tired to buy a ticket back to Chengdu.
report back, come back my secular life.
All in all, will eventually fever.
this piece of land in western Sichuan, I used to think I'm just one of its passer-by, turn around is dead.
I did not think a year later, would choose to take root here.
choose a quiet guardian of a person here, slowly to the old.
23 years old to me, is memorable. I entered my life at the age of 23, has undergone tremendous changes.
However, in my heart, I hope I can always present themselves.
strong. Brave. Kind. Pure.
Keep the faith. Believe. Waiting for a miracle.
【About public examination. 】
I never think that this is the best choice. This is not the cause of my expectations. Public examination in me, has always been an accident. Attitude has been, is do your best,Coach sneakers, give the fate of the other. Work in the enterprise more than a year though a bit tired mind, though is not very high wages, but I have been studying, has been working,Coach shoes on sale, has been in progress, has been self-improvement in the self-challenge. Departments of our leaders are particularly good for me, I can see the value of their pay and see their harvest. When the gradual deepening of the industry, I have always thought that I would go all the way down the road. I have always thought that I would have accumulated enough in his experience, ability to get enough of the deposition time, went to Hangzhou to My Alibaba. Now abandoned, my heart is very regrettable. Just as the shelf once told me, he has been such that, even if I was admitted, I will not go. Is very important to me because of Chengdu. Here is my home, all my friends, I am familiar with everything, I would not want to leave. But ultimately, I left. And do not know in this life there is no chance to come back.
I want to say:
1, not everyone is suitable for this road. At least my character is not how appropriate. This is just a job. Do not think too good for it.
2, is where the gold will be light, however, do not give up. We have to do is prepare yourself,Coach shoes, wait for an opportunity, and then firmly grasp.
3, where road is not easy. No matter where should strive to improve themselves. Man or woman, should have their own careers. This road is only a starting point not the end.
4, public examination is a war that no one could directly determine the detail of your ultimate success or failure. The examination room is not just a few hours. Public examination, should be the test of your ability to control this whole thing.
5, nothing, not complaining, from to find the reasons.
6, no matter where, do not forget the original dream, do not lose their initial most true.
7, Inf, I believe.
Management Reminder: This post has been field implementation of the early mouse operation (2011-03-09)
back when the road seems, there is always complicated feelings.
have always felt that the forum should leave a little something.
memory is the most profound examination of the way public shelves. Three years was removed. Eventually reached the shore.
and I, from junior to the present, along the way, can be considered a tear a blood bar.
perhaps, only to run around on this road who can best understand each other now.
Well, officially started.
-------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- --------- to be continued ...
【junior end. Chaotic start. 】
All in all, are derived from the public in mid-2009, 4 in the school that a public examination of the lectures. I was still junior. Crowded the lecture theater, I took the heavy in the next Met the last of the line of duty, I heard that she admitted to transferring 08, has been going back to support home construction. Until that moment, I first heard about transferring. After the seminar, on-line test had a very strong interest. The original public examination to test the ah, I feel too much fun. YY followed to school bookstore, and bought with him the West's material wealth. From holding the line every day with him on the book self-study test. May, I ended all university courses, and other students played after the summer going to say different, I immediately began a long internship. The first time to the company, the wind took the software, or a minor celebrity in Chengdu, the interview is very well written, has become the only time that a group of interns (and me are full-time). Unfortunately, only one day on the classes, I was Alice, the reason is absurd, and very doubt.
at the end of the school entrance examination in June, after the work of sub-systems, in July at the family home for a month, thinking for a month. In fact, thinking nothing out of the hot weather, the mood is too heavy. August 18, 2009, passed the written test for a private company interviews, the company has become the marketing department set up after the first. Also officially started my internship.
the first turning point of life in September. Security research event. Hey, am ashamed to say, because the work involved in too many freshmen, so far has been professional middle, a sophomore junior despite all of my courses are the top five, but the list of security research came out, let me repent. 2 security research, professional qualified to participate in the first 4 Institute of interviews, because the first four have not been disqualified in English four, the first 5 off the bench, I'm honored to become the first 5. Day of the interview until the security research,Louboutin sale, the first four individuals not a give up. But after the interview, screening out of two people (one of which is A, the key figure below.) Are all due to various reasons in the final to give up security research. A because of a branch of the Bank of China was admitted to a campus recruitment. Ultimately, we study this term is a holding of all. My God, really angry and I could not eat for several days. Destiny is not the first time I felt his hands.
the second turning point in life in October. Alibaba events. Ali Baba's campus recruitment conducted in the Electronic Science and Technology Division, for the people of our profession, Ali Baba is our best and most appropriate in the domestic employment objectives. With the company took leave of absence to participate in campus recruitment written test. Because non-technical posts, I chose not know is why was the product manager assistant positions. Written successfully emerge into the side. Later learned that my first post written in Chengdu area. Side professional interview, the interviewer is the product manager of Ali, which is possible after my boss. Interview more than all my past experiences interview, nearly an hour. Get his approval, side pass. And I went into two faces, only a UESTC boys. Second side is facing the pressure of HR interview, in retrospect, I have felt stupid at that time in particular, are ignorant side of too smooth, that absolutely no problem, then there is no ready to go to a second interview. Two faces of the interviewer, Ali's HR beauty karen. Did not answer. I'm nervous. karen said, this post should be comprehensive campus recruitment Beijing the next day informed of the results list of the last final surface. Finally, there is no other opportunity to finally surface. Ten places in the post, all to the second day of the Beijing breakout. This thing hit me is self-evident. The facts tell us, do not be proud of until the last step too early. Facts tell us that we very much worse, there are many, many deficiencies.
error of the first public examination. 】
Blink of an eye the 11 months. Sichuan, out of the announcement. At that time hesitated to participate in public examination. YY has been accompanied for reading, not very seriously, and that time for various reasons we have parted for a month. And the company's work gradually to get started, do also busy. Note also do not have any feelings. Then later, or reported, and Mianyang a unit. Recruit one. Then no matter how the number of applicants every day to go home after work to do reading problems. Instant 126 came. Test is not good. The winter of 2010, ranking the delay could not have been dragged March. At that time felt no hope. But they suffered a blow. Exam with me A (mentioned earlier, accounts for security research and finally give up the quota.), 126 109 exam, a city urban transferring, into the interview. I 110 of points on a few top 20, move one, 7-8 in front of a village official. Deep this thing told me to do better than a good newspaper. It was at that time because some of the talent for the first time understand what is transferring. Helpless, the only life I've missed a chance to consider transferring. Otherwise, to me the results ... ... hey. . .
2010 年 2 months. Dark clouds have been darkening. Career love life a mess. Decision and I want to resign. Why do not quit know, anyway, that do not want to work. Want to go back to school, the students final. The sun to run home every day to play games. Submitted his resignation with the company, was surprised to be turned back, when the marketing department was on track, the company cherish and not let me go, let me put forward four months of leave, report to the company after graduation. Thus, in March to June, and I go back to school, spent four months doing nothing. This is four months around, blows. Can not find direction in life. Do not know where to go next. Do not know where to go. Do not know the meaning of existence. Do not know adhere to the purpose. Do not know the forward direction. Graduated with deep feeling, can be sent away to stay in Chengdu, the owner away. Also off the rush of my four years of college years.
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6 end offer all kinds of sadness with a myriad of mental attachment, or left the school. June 29, my mother birthday, school. June 30, finishing luggage. July 1, to report back to the company. The transformation from student to professional people, only one day. The beginning of season, the entire department is extremely busy all day like a machine, like overload, countless millions of fresh job waiting for me. While studying and doing work, but also enjoying themselves. August, village officials to cancel a notice of extra points, in an uproar. But still enrolled in September of the village official examination to hand when practicing it. I do tell myself. There has been a force somewhere in pulling me, brought me here from Chengdu. No one thought, and ultimately changed my original intention, my point another way of life.
【wise examination. 】
Village official end of the examination, no mind reading, all day long soak in the forum, from the Secretary to the Deputy Minister, the water in pitch darkness. October, Sichuan Public Notice Ruqierzhi strokes. The second public examination, and very careful screening jobs done enough homework, under the foot of the effort. This is also my success for the future laid an indelible foundation. Due to professional constraints, the final locking of two counties in the same position. Remember when the National Day holiday, registration channel congestion, I read during the day, evening registration. My father and I spent two ID cards were reportedly two posts, and then view the number of candidates, check several times a day all night,Try to look natural but some, until the end of the penultimate day of the registration night. The first 36 positions approved, approved the second position 45. I face a severe test. But can only choose one. The first position requires college degree or more natural and less number of candidates, the second junior college that requires more than a little more naturally, my dad said that more than a master degree above estimates, but the forum said a lot of friends more powerful specialist examination. From Chengdu, the two regions are more than 100 kilometers or so, all is not sub-par, quite a dilemma ah. Chose the final second. Enrollment at the end of 56 the number has approved. I think that admission to a maximum equivalent to the first class thing. Not is hard. The facts tell us that some people are destined in this life and our success or failure related. Because classmate A (the one who protect the research do not go, to work in a bank, who failed the final exam transferring the interview.) Analysis in listening to my job after the end of this time and I actually applied for the same job ~ ~! Also joked that, be with me exam. OMG. The results of my job to tell the students with the professional, this stupid act of a nearly level, and this post led me to pass. This wonderful story does not end. Question will continue. Select gate technology live jobs, which directly affects the outcome of the war, but there are a lot of people did not dare disregard this. This also warned you that if you do not have any positions can be confident that the first written test, would you seriously choose jobs.
next month, is really very tough. During the day continues to go to work nine to five deal with various problems, meetings, writing programs, tender, VC. Go home at night, ate a small desk stand immediately in the bed and began to do a line test time. Looks like half past eleven, on-line and little fool communication problems encountered during the day, exchange experiences examination, silly chat relief, encourage each other. Less than 5 hours sleep. Continue to work the next day. That month, there is no entertainment, no party, no water forum, so busy that even if there is no time to breathe.
【written. 】
116 Ruqierzhi. Sick leave with the company, please take a test, A student (or the A students) want me to stay warm from the nearby her home,Vibram Five Fingers footwear, the results of 115 night she sum of money for their trip, drink in ten p.m. before. I am a person covered with the alcohol on the self-study, she waited to pick me up. Evening, two students lost, lying in bed talking for a long time. She said that about seventy-two drank liquor, did not last too busy to read, it is estimated test tomorrow, not a try. I have always encouraged her to go, said not to waste their good name registration fee. She pulled on my life living under tension, followed the next morning I went into the difficult exam. Proved to me this stupid act of the second level, almost to their present ruin.
application of, hey, my pain. Finished measuring the row saying,Abercrombie kids, A very bad mental state students, hangover, and get up early in the afternoon And their basketball line and the municipal party committee. She clamored not test applications on, and to organize basketball game early in the past, I kept to stay in her, she reluctantly continue to accompany me to test. On her application can not only write a half an hour, according to her, was copied from the material to make, and I seriously do a draft outline for a long time, writing more than two hours. The result, she 56, me 42. We test the same room, I believe it is the same scoring teachers, the other I do not say. Exam, and we were happy to participate in the Bank of China and the Party of the game in the evening to eat a large Riverside Road, Dayton, back to her home university, as did talk all night. Continue to work the next day back to Chengdu.
12 月 29 rankings. Azi first time that morning gave me a link. I opened the personnel net, hands are shaking. I clearly remember the day they know the result of children's shoes, I could not help but curse. Call me stupid, call me stupid just countless. Because of the unexpected, I post the second, my classmate A third position. The points difference is so small, what can happen. The first time I have been from the beginning to the written application of my simple mind the chagrin of many. If I could a little more effort, and now I have less of a strong competitor. You know, I give myself the opponent is made. And research associate when Paul was too late for her to give up, so I missed the opportunity to research insurance, so many emotions. If I finally lost her, I do not know how to forgive yourself. But things have now, there is no way to change, not only to the security of. I can beat her defeat in the written test, but also be able to beat her again in the interview. In this regard, I am sure endless. Carries forward this state of mind, ready to begin the interview. At this point, my eyes have only one opponent, is written first.
always believed that to know ourselves invincible truth. The first thing is to exhaust the power of networks and practical, to get all the information first. Then something told me that all this is very necessary. Because in this process, I gradually improved the image of my opponents on the set, and gradually being found in the psychological advantage, and gradually established their confidence,and then told me to try, and gradually found a way to attack opponents. However, at this time, but understand that a bad news, my first point deficit and the need to overtake him my interview 3.83, Silly boy told me that they interviewed for the basic is the best 85, the worst is 80. If that is not only my best, but also he is the worst, I have probably, OMG, you know he was the first job interview last year, an interview that he still has the strength, oh. With that self-confidence and self-confidence, stress and anxiety, and slowly began to prepare the interview.
the next two weeks, immediately canceled the New Year's Day and Kun Kun Didi to Emei mountain climbing activities, go all out to prepare for interviews. The first thing is ready to dress. Proved in dress is necessary, this can talk later. Still busy at work during the day, lunch break time to listen secretly recording Bangzhu Hamilton, quietly looking printed materials. Dined at home listening to soak in the YY public lecture, and the little fool of topics, mock interviews. During that time, people who know me should know, insomnia, stomachaches, auditory hallucinations, has been with me. Until I left Chengdu for an interview. Really wretched day. Fortunately, half a month, a man from beginning to end has been the greatest extent possible to help me, encourage me, with me, I give strength, give me warm, give me hope. Hehe.
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【interview. 】
Busy early in the morning went to meet the political community thing, and then sent a registered letter to the post office. Police station has not received a letter the next will not know why. Come slowly, and friends organized a self-tour to Yunnan in April, hoping not to go to work like in April. Hehe. Home and found the net off. The net charge or charges to write the first thing the way I consider it public.
blink of an eye, the interview is getting closer. A phone call informed me the day I remember the time of the interview, just my boss lady boss standing beside me, the things that hide under the civil service exam has not. I'm going to simply straightforward account of the interview. Boss, after all, hurt my wife, ah, that did not embarrass me, opened the two-day holiday to me. (Leave when it is found that two days did not buckle my salary, hehe.) In someone's suggestion, I took my mother and went. Thursday, he arrived to pay, the interview time is Sunday, which means to stay four days. Four days, in addition to Xia Guang around with my mother, I point to the cafe every day to see the Xinhua commentary,Tory Burch Sale, see the interview questions a few days ago. Back home to seriously look at doing notes, before the data. Early break to get up early every day attitude adjustment. Because very little wear high heels, those few days every day, find time to practice walking in high heels in the room. 15, almost sleepless night, night, sleep less than an hour to wake up to sleep but how could not sleep, stumbled on the next day. No matter how nervous and my reluctance, 16 came.
6:00 get up, change clothes, boil water, a cup of G7, in fact, I'm not sleepy, but very, very clear, early coffee, just to eliminate swelling, so that their look from the spirit point. Makeup. Tie a ponytail. Wool suits and put on the outside coat, scarf. Posted two warm baby back. Play out to breakfast. That Showtime or snacks, is the first time to the chicken surface. After surface has only been 7:00. Test center not far to the back of the noodle shop riverside hotel. Did not say a word. Walking past, stepping high heels walking twitter, stuck ipod nano, ears full of intense rock, my mind does not know what. River winds blowing in the morning particularly severe, the two sides of the neon, the lights scattered far, I have to se cold. Switch songs quiet moments, like the vent before death. Image moment sink into the sea. Can not help but curse in their hearts, this damn interview. Off the headphones, one morning, had a chat, voice is isolated, while walking with the previous method of vocalization and singing voice began to open.
7:20. Into the examination room. Looking back with her mother hugged and said goodbye. 7:40 provisions must be admitted, A students check out the location to reach. She was a clothing bank, is neat and tidy. The draw is completed, I'm 24, she 25, he 26. In fact, so lucky to always be with me, if I was 26, is another way the estimated results. I first met my opponent, a seemingly much larger than the actual age of the men, and I wear high heels nearly as high, a casual, slightly worn. A total of my classmates, the interview is estimated that afternoon, and we were excited to go and talk to the first. No hypocritical opening remarks, he also knew the two of us. Mad far apart McCain, working families apply for experience and so on. He also left two of us call, said later admitted who asked who the other two meals. Words, the live chat is really a technology, but also because there are A students in (she is a talkative Zhu Er), the two of us formed a powerful gas field, echoed each other, one blowing a handful. This afternoon, a direct result of gas field close to our interview, the first has been to the toilet tight. At that time, I laughed.
exam room to follow the guide member is really beyond my expectations, then narrow the test room, a door has opened the door sat a judge, and I almost put his head out the door into someone, kick step to they almost kicked the next timer. Really embarrassing dead. Title is not difficult, the second question, or I'm going off. After reading the first pass, but my mind went blank. Can not help but silently in their hearts, over, little fool, to let you down. Joseph was tense. Also less than 10 seconds, and immediately adjust their attitude, take a deep breath, forcing himself to think about nothing, began to read a second time. Gradually over the idea to open the second. Almost the same. Fang Xiabi, raised his head and found a man in front of N uniform look at me, take a deep breath again. A subject was topsy-turvy logic, the ends and two answered the third point to forget the fourth point, and back to the first point in the past and said it again. But the good state of odd, is not stage fright, who looked at me and I looked at who answer, eyes should be sharp and strong, and fully take care of, especially around the corner who sat behind the door. Answer is complete, stand up, salute, and the examination room.
back to Chengdu after he began a life of nine to five, Didi has been staring at me network news personnel. Two days after the final results came out, the final out of the man I just higher than 0.08. I actually test the whole interview room first. Heart of a vacant for a month, finally landing a. Began a long process of waiting for medical examination.
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【medical examination. 】
Day of receiving the check notification, just like companies have proposed to resign. CEOs perceived inability to save his wife, although I was reluctant, the company is employing the occasion, but still respect my decision, but also, and I talked a lot. I know a company is not easy to do, so one and a half to work with us to work together, understanding each other is self-evident. The day before the walk, she had dinner in a restaurant package specifically for my practice. A sector-wide has always been my man toast, bless me. I'm not that crying child. Tears to stay in the heart. Thank you.
on the job. Then view the transcripts. My written exam with the first three can not get into. Secretly glad that his choice.
medical examination. Is also a history book of blood and tears. Delay in the notification. Results from the day that the interview began to pay attention to the attention of rest, a whole month is no peace. Go check his liver and a blood test, everything is normal. Nest at home, including the Chinese New Year, where do not dare, afraid of a cold day, wrapped himself into the bears. Suspense finally to a medical examination and other notifications. Calculate the days, the physiological soon, while the search in the forum of how physical examination, while my dear friend can devote themselves to prayer was late for two days. Unfortunately, unfortunately, I arrived at when buying shiyangchang tragedy happened. We can say that it is with an extremely disturbed feelings to the physical examination. Medical rather smooth, smooth pass. Carries the excitement and heavy heart, I have officially left, ushered in the new March.
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【the story will not end. 】
Written here should be collected as a pen.
long, long time did not write so many words. Beautiful memories, but also very tired.
political examination already in progress. Work for so long, save a small fortune, to make their own arrangements for travel next month.
still imagine a year ago, as stop and go, in a daze, thinking or not thinking. Tired to buy a ticket back to Chengdu.
report back, come back my secular life.
All in all, will eventually fever.
this piece of land in western Sichuan, I used to think I'm just one of its passer-by, turn around is dead.
I did not think a year later, would choose to take root here.
choose a quiet guardian of a person here, slowly to the old.
23 years old to me, is memorable. I entered my life at the age of 23, has undergone tremendous changes.
However, in my heart, I hope I can always present themselves.
strong. Brave. Kind. Pure.
Keep the faith. Believe. Waiting for a miracle.
【About public examination. 】
I never think that this is the best choice. This is not the cause of my expectations. Public examination in me, has always been an accident. Attitude has been, is do your best,Coach sneakers, give the fate of the other. Work in the enterprise more than a year though a bit tired mind, though is not very high wages, but I have been studying, has been working,Coach shoes on sale, has been in progress, has been self-improvement in the self-challenge. Departments of our leaders are particularly good for me, I can see the value of their pay and see their harvest. When the gradual deepening of the industry, I have always thought that I would go all the way down the road. I have always thought that I would have accumulated enough in his experience, ability to get enough of the deposition time, went to Hangzhou to My Alibaba. Now abandoned, my heart is very regrettable. Just as the shelf once told me, he has been such that, even if I was admitted, I will not go. Is very important to me because of Chengdu. Here is my home, all my friends, I am familiar with everything, I would not want to leave. But ultimately, I left. And do not know in this life there is no chance to come back.
I want to say:
1, not everyone is suitable for this road. At least my character is not how appropriate. This is just a job. Do not think too good for it.
2, is where the gold will be light, however, do not give up. We have to do is prepare yourself,Coach shoes, wait for an opportunity, and then firmly grasp.
3, where road is not easy. No matter where should strive to improve themselves. Man or woman, should have their own careers. This road is only a starting point not the end.
4, public examination is a war that no one could directly determine the detail of your ultimate success or failure. The examination room is not just a few hours. Public examination, should be the test of your ability to control this whole thing.
5, nothing, not complaining, from to find the reasons.
6, no matter where, do not forget the original dream, do not lose their initial most true.
7, Inf, I believe.