To my Hachi 2
Hachito,
I am back from Ski weekend! You should be proud of your Wencita, that she learned everything so fast without getting injured. I took your sentence to my heart, that I should take care of myself. These 3 days without Internet I missed you a lot. I tried to hide my feeling to you, but as I was at a country concert, my missing is exploding, I thought of our time that we danced together, that I stood on the banks and hugged you just like that we were alone. I turned on my camera and wanted to watch the movie which we took to the bands, but which made me miss u more.
Since I left you, I sent your several sms but you never wrote to me. Yesterday at five pm. I sent one sms again without any expectation that you would write back. To my surprise you sent me back 3 sms, I was so happy, u wrote, that I was the first person to remind your birthday, you felt so happy which I did. You said you took my smile as ur gift. and besos. Since long time you didnt write besos at the end of the sms, but this time u did. U know how many times I read it repeatly, just didnt want to miss any words, any symbols. I didnt want to tell you that I recalled so many memo on the same day last year. That I jumped to your arms, that u took me to know Julios family, that we played the lazer killer, that u introduced me to know Isabel and ur parents. Everything like just happened yesterday. Once u told me that I shouldnt look back, we should look forward to our future, we should focus on our future. I dont want mention to you what I was thinking, cuz such thoughts u dont like.
Today during driving your first sentence made me feel happy again, my Hachi came back, and always as the first to say: hola Wencita. I do not expect further, just want to keep contact with you just want to know if you are happy or if u r sad. To miss you is hard, to let u missunderstand me is painful, now I feel released, I still love you but in the different ways which I do not expect anything from u, just want to keep contact with u, if one day, Buddha can hear me, that he gave me one choice to come back to u, I would let u see we can live very happy together. Wencita is growing up, not childish any more, she is ready to be ur Amor.
Besitos....
I am back from Ski weekend! You should be proud of your Wencita, that she learned everything so fast without getting injured. I took your sentence to my heart, that I should take care of myself. These 3 days without Internet I missed you a lot. I tried to hide my feeling to you, but as I was at a country concert, my missing is exploding, I thought of our time that we danced together, that I stood on the banks and hugged you just like that we were alone. I turned on my camera and wanted to watch the movie which we took to the bands, but which made me miss u more.
Since I left you, I sent your several sms but you never wrote to me. Yesterday at five pm. I sent one sms again without any expectation that you would write back. To my surprise you sent me back 3 sms, I was so happy, u wrote, that I was the first person to remind your birthday, you felt so happy which I did. You said you took my smile as ur gift. and besos. Since long time you didnt write besos at the end of the sms, but this time u did. U know how many times I read it repeatly, just didnt want to miss any words, any symbols. I didnt want to tell you that I recalled so many memo on the same day last year. That I jumped to your arms, that u took me to know Julios family, that we played the lazer killer, that u introduced me to know Isabel and ur parents. Everything like just happened yesterday. Once u told me that I shouldnt look back, we should look forward to our future, we should focus on our future. I dont want mention to you what I was thinking, cuz such thoughts u dont like.
Today during driving your first sentence made me feel happy again, my Hachi came back, and always as the first to say: hola Wencita. I do not expect further, just want to keep contact with you just want to know if you are happy or if u r sad. To miss you is hard, to let u missunderstand me is painful, now I feel released, I still love you but in the different ways which I do not expect anything from u, just want to keep contact with u, if one day, Buddha can hear me, that he gave me one choice to come back to u, I would let u see we can live very happy together. Wencita is growing up, not childish any more, she is ready to be ur Amor.
Besitos....
