a side-by-side comparison

🍄的广播： tamdrins general laugh (except for the first time): when there's fear lurking behind your seemingly cheerful smile, the grin is disguising, or covering, your anxiety or somewhat hidden purpose. (not like ur little brothers angelic grin from ear to ear, thats a smileTT

🍄的广播： me before: 活着不如死了 让我public speaking还不如让我死了 me now: bring it on

🍄的广播： everytime me: make sure u dont ｓｐａｍ everytime after thinking carefully ab it me: gotta ｓｐａｍ　more

🍄的广播： every fxxking time im be like before live: where the fxxk r they living: what t fxxk am i doing

🍄的广播： It's cute at first, but now I just want to scream. sorry you're just cheap and violent.