实习医生格蕾S19 E7

第七集 I'll Follow the Sun

One of the greatest frustrations surgeons have are the unrealistic expectations of our patients. Whether they're acutely ill or they've been sick for years, by the time they're on the surgical table, they're hoping for a miracle. But often, surgery is just the beginning of the healing rather than an en end. Because for weeks or months post-op, people have to learn to live without the part of their body we've just removed. And that's not always easy and it's never painless. So surgery is not the happily ever after our patients hope it will be. Like everything else in life, it's an evolution.

I've flown rockets and slain dragons. I've saved lives and I've had my life saved. I've saved lives and I've had my life saved. I've been through broken bones and a broken home and the death of people I love, but I'm still here. I never chose the safety of what was known when there was the possibility of more to be discovered. I've had adventures that most people only dream about. And I've had losses that I still dream about. And if there's one thing I've learned in all my adventures, it's that there's no such thing as a life lived happily ever after. Unless the happily means simply that we're still alive, that the sun is rising on another day. Because with every sunrise comes the possibility of happiness and also the possibility of heartache. And sometimes, it's all rolled in together. I came to understand as a very young child that when the imagination is limitless, life's possibilities are endless. But I learned that the hard way. I learned it through yearning and frustration and ache and longing and sometimes desperation for a life different from the one I was living. I learned to stretch my imagination and spread my wings and allow for all the options life had to offer. Not only the ones I could see with my eyes. I stretched for the ones I could feel with my heart. As long as the sun rises on your life, there will be new dragons to slay. So the end of my story is not any kind of ever after. Because I'm still alive. I'm still here. And the sun still rises on my life.

— Meredith Grey

大概是太多人说女主退出就弃剧，所以主创推出了这样一个低调的离场，营造一种随时会回来的假象。甚至没有各种闪回。

当Mer说“我不会祈求爱”时，不知有多少人想到了当年她对Derek说的“pick me choose me love me”。可以理解她潦草的离开，但她对尼克这份感情的处理似乎是不太符合她近来的人设，“我爱你”没有得到回应时置之一笑转头离开更像她。

歌曲

Feeling Alright / Kayiah

[开场所有人准备开启新的一天]

Hey Love / JG Daydream

[Mika去酒吧找Helm，预个言先：两人怕是要发展蕾丝边儿爱情戏，填补Carrie那一对的空白]

Let It Be Hope / Lxandra

[两台手术同时进行，Maggie的部分心脏移植手术成功，女主最后一战却输了]

Run Away to Mars / TALK

[Simone给了Mer泰莎的手稿]

Chasing the Light / Valerie Broussard

[离别派对]

Living In the Lost / Jeremy Lister

[尼克机场追妻，出自老友记的老戏码了]

Nocturnal / Electric Midnight

[机上读书；新五小强之三入住Mer家]