ME OR NOT ME?

Here i am, every time when something sad or agry or bad happened to me, i will be here. it is a shelter for my heart, it is an outlet for my bad emotions. so i wanna give my thanks to this place where i can heal myself alone. sometimes when i feel bad, i just wanna stay here for a while someplace people will listen to me and never judge me, here i can find my imaginary close frd who trust me, who cares.
i trust that people could behave different. so who is me? Me in the moment is me? no...
maybe i am a wiedo, who knows,hah.