no hope no disappointment - you are as strong as steel..

When i am in the middle of some mental crash, the only person i could think of is you
Usually when i send you a SMS you do not reply but this time you not only replied but you said some nice words.. after i send you a second one, you called ! Gosh .. you dont know how much that changed my day, completely different. I was smiling, i was happy, i was so happy to talk to you, and to know that you still care about me somewhere deep inside your heart.
be careful today and tomorrow, you are on the road, and it is not very safety to be traveling. You look like a strong girl, you are not little, but you are really careful and scared of many things.. so i worry about you! hope you are safe !
when you get home send me a short message to say that you are safe. Please dont let me go and kill someone if there is one who is making you troubles.. a hell of a way to end a life.. ( sin city)
just remember, nobody can compare to you! Nobody what you do, you will always be the best!
I found that everytime i see that someone else could give you some troubles, i am getting angry and i want to give him/her a lesson... am i really crazy? :)
so, you mentioned
if i dont have any hopes, any expectations, any believes, anything to live for then you will be as strong as a steel is. Noone can break you down if there is not weakness in you, but do you believe that people can do that? do you think that there is a meaning of staying alive if you dont have something to live for ?? i can't do it, i am from Jasum, for you is much easier you are from Basum.
I believe in people whom i care about, and i will always do, i trust them, i want them to be happy, and i want to see them better and better.. selfishly i hope that they are around me so that i can see them and enjoy their company.
:)