23 Sep.2008
最近不停地在看书, 不敢停下来喘气的感觉.不知道怎么了, 没有东西stuff in我生命的每一秒让我坐立不安.
我承认,现在除了工作,我基本没有生活.
Chuck Palahniuk,救命稻草. 他的故事, target victim就是fight club里面"Jack the whitecollor sorry ass", 对, 跟我现在差不多. 一个人, 没什么贴近的朋友, 每天工作需要飞来飞去,用尽可能哪怕装出来的冷静对待工作,对待自己绝大部分的生活. one words, we are consumers.
We don't have great war, we don't have the struggle must to have, our biggest depression is ourself. We need to be overwhelmed.
Chuck's story can help, for the moment.
MB的,潜意识里总想写英文...狗屁啊狗屁, 人还是环境的动物, 得时刻提行自己,才能做高级动物.
whatever, keep it simple....
below is some spice in his book, "the invisiable monster"
================================================
Who I was before the accident is just a story now.
Everything before now, before now, before now, is just a story
I carry around. I guess that would apply to anybody in the
world. What I need is a new story about who I am.
What I need to do is fuck up so bad I can't save myself.
"My point being," Brandy says, "is you can't escape the
world, and you're not responsible for how you look, if you look
beauticious or butt ugly. You're not responsible for how you feel or
what you say or how you act or anything you do. It's all out of your
hands," Brandy says.
The same way a compact disk isn't responsible for what's
recorded on it, that's how we are. You're about as free to act as a
programmed computer. You're about as one-of-a-kind as a dollar
bill.
"There isn't any Teal you in you," she says. "Even your physical
body, all your cells will be replaced within eight years."
Skin, bones, blood, and organs transplant from person to
person. Even what's inside you already, the colonies of microbes and
bugs that eat your food for you, without them you'd die. Nothing
of you is all-the-way yours. All of you is inherited.
"Relax," Brandy says, "Whatever you're thinking, a million
other folks are thinking. Whatever you do, they're doing, and none
of you is responsible. All of you is a cooperative effort."your parents, they give you your life, but then they try to give you their life."
You can only hold a real smile
for so long, after that it's just teeth.
Game shows are designed to make us feel better about the random,
useless facts that are all we have left of our education.
When did the future switch from being a promise to being a
threat?
Only when we eat up this planet will God give us another. We'll
be remembered more for what we destroy than what we create.
georgette, the idea that I can't share my problems with other people
makes me not give a shit about their problems.
====================================================
要是有什么濒死的病人的sharing supporting group,或者 fight club, 我8成会加入.
我习惯了每天工作忙得吃不上饭,拉不上屎. 忽然有一天, 我有时间看书了, 世界就乱了.
ok,先由周末去MAO当bar tender开始吧
我承认,现在除了工作,我基本没有生活.
Chuck Palahniuk,救命稻草. 他的故事, target victim就是fight club里面"Jack the whitecollor sorry ass", 对, 跟我现在差不多. 一个人, 没什么贴近的朋友, 每天工作需要飞来飞去,用尽可能哪怕装出来的冷静对待工作,对待自己绝大部分的生活. one words, we are consumers.
We don't have great war, we don't have the struggle must to have, our biggest depression is ourself. We need to be overwhelmed.
Chuck's story can help, for the moment.
MB的,潜意识里总想写英文...狗屁啊狗屁, 人还是环境的动物, 得时刻提行自己,才能做高级动物.
whatever, keep it simple....
below is some spice in his book, "the invisiable monster"
================================================
Who I was before the accident is just a story now.
Everything before now, before now, before now, is just a story
I carry around. I guess that would apply to anybody in the
world. What I need is a new story about who I am.
What I need to do is fuck up so bad I can't save myself.
"My point being," Brandy says, "is you can't escape the
world, and you're not responsible for how you look, if you look
beauticious or butt ugly. You're not responsible for how you feel or
what you say or how you act or anything you do. It's all out of your
hands," Brandy says.
The same way a compact disk isn't responsible for what's
recorded on it, that's how we are. You're about as free to act as a
programmed computer. You're about as one-of-a-kind as a dollar
bill.
"There isn't any Teal you in you," she says. "Even your physical
body, all your cells will be replaced within eight years."
Skin, bones, blood, and organs transplant from person to
person. Even what's inside you already, the colonies of microbes and
bugs that eat your food for you, without them you'd die. Nothing
of you is all-the-way yours. All of you is inherited.
"Relax," Brandy says, "Whatever you're thinking, a million
other folks are thinking. Whatever you do, they're doing, and none
of you is responsible. All of you is a cooperative effort."your parents, they give you your life, but then they try to give you their life."
You can only hold a real smile
for so long, after that it's just teeth.
Game shows are designed to make us feel better about the random,
useless facts that are all we have left of our education.
When did the future switch from being a promise to being a
threat?
Only when we eat up this planet will God give us another. We'll
be remembered more for what we destroy than what we create.
georgette, the idea that I can't share my problems with other people
makes me not give a shit about their problems.
====================================================
要是有什么濒死的病人的sharing supporting group,或者 fight club, 我8成会加入.
我习惯了每天工作忙得吃不上饭,拉不上屎. 忽然有一天, 我有时间看书了, 世界就乱了.
ok,先由周末去MAO当bar tender开始吧
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