Some thoughts

they say: hold fast to dream,but not so fast that you cannot let go.this is the second side of life's coin,the opposite of its paradox.as far as i am concerned about loss, we must accept our losses,and learn to let go. be a boy of his 20s is not as easy and happy as one thinks.this period of life can be a disaster whose stamp might never fade away from one's life-long memory.most of the time,we are broken-hearted...by the hideous jokes youth played on us,by the envy looks our old friends casted on us,by the icy backs our lovers turned to us...i believe that from our twenty to thirty,this phase in life, we will suffer, a lot. And i am prepared.i don't need anyone to tell me what's ahead or what's not;what i should pursue or what's out of my reach;where to go and where to keep my feet off...i am on my own, as always. when i lose,as i did many times before, i don't need sympathy,either. some say:sympathy is good,it means somebody still cares about you and you are not alone. but i think differently, you gain sympathy, means you are a loser,and it's bad to be in the place of a failed person.people can help you with nothing but giving some empty pity looks,which make you even more miserable,in the eyes of others' and in the heart of yourself.it is more joyful and helpful to receive a couple of jealous sights,at least you can convince yourself that you have something to be proud of. when i think of loss, i only think a little while. for 5 minutes maybe, then let go...and embrace the future---uncertainties of success and certainties of setbacks---with my whole strengh and will. perhaps i will be sad, but just for a sec.what did they say? sadness is always easier,because it is surrender...and i will never surrender,to nobody, because I'm David. that's when i think of loss, i often got a smile on my face...because i know, one time of lose weighs ten times of experience. i got nothing to lose,for i got nothing but youth...