H is a difficult letter

always feel like writing something.
but words failed me to express my own feelings.
but experience failed me to write a masterpiece that contained the whole world in a short passage.
but . hey. my shyness failed me to write a so-called torrid love-scene...
eh, i was trying to depict a kiss. but ..ehhhhhh..
stop it.
i was trying to depict some kind of pure love. but why i cannot carry on.
just at first they met each other, and then , a fell in love with b, but b fell in love with c. and then b and c live happily together, and then a was the bad girl to destroy the romance to b and c. maybe c was kill by a. and then b was killed by a too. and then a killed herself and slept with b forever.
oh what a romantic story.
oh what a dantenging story.
a fairytale. to create a fairytale. to create a dark fairytale. and then destroy it.
oh a jumble of confused thoughts
here is a ridiculous poem written by guomoruo. Tian Gou
我是一条天狗呀！
我把月来吞了，
我把日来吞了，
我把一切的星球来吞了，
我把全宇宙来吞了。
我便是我了！
but
it is not the point i want to say, the most important sentence is
我便是我呀！
我的我要爆了！
that is all.
i was crazy.