实习医生格蕾 S18 E19-20（季终）

第19集 Out for Blood

Metastatic. Advanced. Progressed. All words no one wants to hear from their doctor. It means despite everything you've done, every rule you followed, you may be near the end. It's the moment when fear sets in. You panic as you realize you may not survive. It's why people turn to experimental treatments and last-ditch efforts. If you knew you were dying, what would you do? If someone gave you a lifeline, would you take it?

We've all felt it, a moment where all is lost. Whether it's in our jobs, family, love, we fear everything will be taken. We close our eyes, we bite our lips, and the adrenaline floods through our body. But despite how hard you try, that last-ditch attempt still may not work.

——Meredith Grey

最终两集的分集标题都与血有关，本集标题“Out for Blood”，原唱是Sum 41。血液缺乏从本季第16集就有暗示，Amelia尽管知道血液不足，还是多订了三个单位。

歌曲

Let's You Fly / Bryar

【Kristen哭诉；医生们同意ECMO；Nick、Meredith和Cora讨论手术】

Hold the Line / AG, Daniel Saint Black

【Simon的ECMO开始；Nick和Meredith移走Cora的腹腔器官，开始体外（ex-vivo）手术；

Kristen在等待；温斯顿和Maggie行ECMO；林克给等待中的Kristen带来食物】

At the End / Valerie Broussard

【Kristen看望术后的西蒙，给孩子起名字；Maggie和温斯顿在医院外谈论两人的感情问题；泰迪匆忙收拾行李，并与欧文争论，贝莉走了进来。泰迪和欧文正式成为逃犯？医疗界的邦妮和克莱德？ 】

第20集 You Are the Blood

Before the advent of surgery, many illnesses were treated with phlebotomy... also known as bloodletting. Bloodletting is the withdrawal of blood from a patient to prevent or cure illness and disease. It was one of the most common medical practices performed by surgeons from ancient Greece until the late 19th century. The practice has largely been abandoned, because we now know that in the overwhelming majority of cases, the use of bloodletting is harmful to patients. And yet, we did it as a standard medical practice for over 2,000 years. It wasn't a blip in the history of medicine. It was an era.

For decades, many doctors were convinced that bloodletting was harming more than it helped. But just as many were convinced that it was the only cure. Doctors, like most human beings, are risk-averse. We prefer the safety of what we know over the thrill of new innovations. Surgeons and doctors, as a general rule, like to know for sure that we are right before we make a move. And so, for us, change requires incontrovertible proof, which is not always easy to come by. It has been theorized that surgery itself is just an era that will pass. But that's a long way away. ♪ Forget what we're told ♪ And in the meantime, there are eras within eras. We discover new science, we posit, prove new theories. And then we bang our heads against the wall, trying to convince ourselves to actually change our practices in line with what we know. Because the end of an era...is easier said than done.

——Meredith Grey

本集标题“You Are the Blood”，原唱是Castanets。

歌曲

How to Save a Life / Talk

【Jackson致悼词，还以为凯瑟琳已经去了呢，没想到是提前享受；Ben和Travis清理车祸事故现场，谈论献血章程中不合理或过时之处；手术中的Mer和尼克得知备血不能及时送达】

The Story / Davis Naish

【Mer坚持对Cora行急救术；Kristen生下了孩子，Jo开始子宫切除术；温斯顿推着孩子去见西蒙；Meredith停止急救、宣布死亡；西蒙对孩子说了Hello Forever。孩子明显是个假娃娃，在一个无新冠的剧里看到身处瘟疫时代的一丝线索，《驻院医生》第四季Nic生下孩子，也是用的道具。】

Song Beneath the Song / Ben Abraham

【Amelia把孩子们带来给欧文和泰迪，感觉所有人都在离开她，好心碎；Meredith必须向Sally通知Cora的死亡，但Sally已经完全不记得了；贝利发现驻院医们发起了献血行动；Kristen见到了孩子，向孩子讲起西蒙】

Where Does the Good Go / Luca Fogale

【驻院医们清理衣柜准备离开；泰迪和欧文在飞机上（小孩子不能抱着啊喂，应该有自己的座椅和安全带）；韦伯和凯瑟琳离开医院，准备度假；Maggie和温斯顿再次谈论两人的感情问题；林克在日托看到Jo】

Chasing Cars / Tommee Profitt, Fleurie

【Japril kiss；Kai和Amelia kiss；Meredith坐在主任办公桌前；尼克和她开始长篇大论】

感觉这部剧就像Grey-Sloan这个医院一样，分崩离析之际死命拽住Meredith Grey/Ellen Pompeo，多演一季，再多演一季，Ellen Pompeo也是想离开而不能。

不过只要还在更新就会继续追剧的吧，都已经走了这么远了。

就像剧里旁白说的，The end of an era is easier said than done。