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The Mountain
2018-10-22 16:50:45
the sky is the colour of dirty snow mixed with mauve, flat and depthless. The trees that sparkled in the sunlight are now thrashing at the window, all the more menacing in its complete silence -- the cabin is too well-built to let the howling through. i shut the curtains. I had been staring at th...
刚读了一下这篇:https://www.douban.com/note/693932038/ 有些还没理好的想法需要大概整理一下。 还没看找到你,但最近正在思考这个问题:“许多标榜女性主义的电影,总是将电影里的男人描绘得非常不堪...如果女性的痛苦都是男性造成的,那女性的幸福都是男性给予的吗?” 同样,这两年所谓的“女性主义电影”辈出,刻...
我是亚麻。
我真的把豆瓣当单机刷所以别关注我了好吗让我一个人自嗨

港真哦我的广播状态是一种中年大叔把白背心卡在奶子上面拍着肚皮打着嗝挠着屁股自言自语最近的排泄状态如何的既视感。真的不雅观。爱我就别关注我了。

把人类特征只划分为“女性/男性”的人们球球你们直接拉黑我。球球你们不要和我说话假装我不存在在这个宇宙里。世界里的你们已经每天都在袭击我的神经了,让我在豆瓣躲避一会儿现状行不?我再听到一次“男人都xxx”“女人都xxx”的句式我真的可能要去报复社会或者自己跳楼了。

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导演:
Chris Marker, Michel Gondry, 石井克人 Katsuhito Ishii, 中岛哲也 Tetsuya Nakashima, 圆子温 Sion Sino, 今敏 Satoshi Kon, 小津安二郎 Ozu, 王家卫, Jean-Pierre Jeunet, 李玉, Adam Elliot, Francois Ozon, Leos Carax, 富永舞 Mai Tominaga, Jim Jarmusch, 杨德昌, Sophia Coppola (Virgin Suicides), Hubert Sauper, 李睿珺, 荻上直子 Naoko Ogigami, 風間志織 Shiori Kazama


作家:
Carson McCullers, Camus, Thomas Mann, 村上春树, Lydia Davis, Tolstoy, Dostoevesky, Ovid, Kafka, Nabokov, Yukio Mishima, Junichiro Tanizaki, Dante, E. Nesbit, 王小波, 张爱玲, Faulkner, Flannery O'Connor, Keats


视觉艺术类:
René Maltête, Daido Moriyama, Linda McCartney, Michael Zulli, Harry Clarke, HJ Ford, Mucha, Carl Otto Czeschka, Masao Yamamoto


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I've been 'round the world several times and now only banality still interests me.

He wrote me: I will have spent my life trying to understand the function of remembering, which is not the opposite of forgetting, but rather its lining. We do not remember, we rewrite memory much as history is rewritten. How can one remember thirst?

我们知道他们在说谎,他们也知道自己是说谎,他们也知道我们知道他们在说谎,我们也知道他们知道我们知道他们说谎,但是他们依然在说谎

You never had a chance you know
Incurable romantics never do

Metaphors are not to be trifled with. A single metaphor can give birth to love.

By now he had learned. Choices are made in brief seconds and paid for in the time that remains. It had happened with Michela and then with Alice and again now. He recognized them this time: those seconds were there, and he would never make a mistake again.

He thought of a potential that had been exhausted, the invisible vector lines that had previously united them through the air and had now ceased to exist.
“Bye, then,” said Alice.
The light was all inside and the darkness all outside. Mattia replied with a wave of his hand. Before going back in, she saw once again the dark circle drawn on his palm, like a mysterious and indelible symbol, irreparably closed.

Une fille normale prendrait le risque de l'appeller tout de suite. Elle lui donnerait rendez-vous à une terrasse pour lui rendre son album et en quelques minutes, elle saurait si ça vaut le coup de continuer à rêver ou non. Ca s'appelle se confronter à la réalité, mais ça justement, Amélie n'y tient pas du tout!

...Vous n'avez pas des os en verre. Vous pouvez vous cogner à la vraie vie. Si vous laissez passer cette chance, alors avec le temps, c'est votre coeur qui va devenir aussi sec et cassant que mon squelette. Alors, allez-y, nom d'un chien!

My feelings have reached the point of pathology and i cant seduce anyone with a pathology.

Because everyone else is boring. And because you're different

Randomness is very difficult to achieve.

昨晚我梦见未来,我乘坐时间机器到了那里,未来的城市,被一个强权所控制,他们能让任何人消失。
来自过去的人若被发现,会被他们用一种光线照射。那光,把那些人的影像投射在屏幕上。从过去直到他们进入未来世界。一旦影像消失,来自过去的人也就消失了。
我害怕被统治者们抓住,因为我在未来有很多朋友,于是我逃走了。
他们问我是否记得这条路或者那条路,我告诉他们,我不知道,然后就消失了。

This is the moment where you leave him and come with me.
Is it?
Yeah, are you coming?
No.

I don't know if I've come of age but I'm certainly older now. I feel shrunken. As if there was a tiny ancient Oliver Tate inside me operating the levers of a life-size Oliver-shaped shell.

...but a real lover sticks around. I feel closer to people once I've left. Love is as old as the hills. Lovers are worn out. Desire isn't easy to come by, and it doesn't come cheap nowadays. There's plenty of passion, but it gets wasted on details. And it doesn't travel. Me, neither.
  
I'm on to a new heartbreak. I don't want to lose it. My heart's proud of its pain.
  
Love...love without nasty afterthoughts. Say come, I'll come. Say smile, I'll smile. We'll sleep together for as long as you want. I want to work with you, form an unbeatable team. Whatever our signs, Libra or Leo, I'll sign up!

用新月偷听没有说出口的故事
找确定的人证明不确定的事
不在时刻表上的
会准时出现
没有答案的回应
会永远失去

Vishnu sleeps, floating on the shoreless cosmic ocean, and we are the stuff of his dreams.

It's rotten of us, isn't it? We've no right to burn even a philosopher.
Can't you see they're only imaginary characters?
Why is she crying, then?
No idea. Let's go.
We're little more than that ourselves.

“自己”这个东西是看不见的。撞上一些别的什么,反弹回来,才会了解自己。所以,跟很强的东西、可怕的东西、水准很高的东西相碰撞,然后才知道“自己”是什么。这才是自我。

十六号,四月十六号。一九六零年四月十六号下午三点之前的一分钟你和我在一起,因为你我会记住这一分钟。

我这一辈子不知道还会喜欢多少个女人,不到最后我也不知道最喜欢哪一个。

不知道从什么时候开始,在什么东西上面都有个日期,秋刀鱼会过期,肉罐头会过期,连保鲜纸都会过期,我开始怀疑,在这个世界上,还有什么东西是不会过期的?

Sometimes I think I’ve felt everything I’m ever gonna feel, and from here on out I’m not going to feel anything new, just lesser versions of what I’ve already felt.

“春天是自然界最大的阴谋,它美得好像这个世界真的有救了一样。”

这是我的右脚,你看
很多毛
这是右脚的大拇指
这是左脚的大拇指
我左脚的大拇指
别人说它的毛是多过右边的大拇指
是真的吗?
我觉得差不多
我真的觉得差不多
没有什么分别,你觉得呢?
不如…嫁给我吧好不好呢?

You smell of sleep and tears.

See each other like children. Defenceless, tormented, alone.

j’ai une infinie tendresse pour toi.

In the end we had pieces of the puzzle, but no matter how we put them together, gaps remained. Oddly shaped emptiness mapped by what surrounded them, like countries we couldn't name. What lingered after them was not life, but the most trivial list of mundane facts. A clock ticking on the wall, a room dim at noon, the outrageousness of a human being thinking only of herself.

也不算很孤单的,从开始就是一无所有,只是慢慢的任时光流走。我想我再也回不到那个地方了。
如果有一天你不在我身边了,我会像一个空了的贝壳,在海底一直滚来滚去的吧
但是呢,即使那样,也没关系的

'We belong to the planet now, Mama. Does it make sense to you that if we're no longer attached to one piece of land, we belong to the planet? Wherever we happen to be standing, why, that spot belongs to us as much as any other spot.'
Can we spend the fare money on furniture and cars? Will American flowers smell good now?

"每一类电影,都是一类人的精神故乡。每一个观众都是想回家的孩子。" (db用戶:liusuer)

...I return to the same stories. Writing is cheaper than therapy or drugs. (roxane gay)

Stories about unusual children who long to fit in can be particularly wrenching. At their core lurks a kind of loneliness that stirs primal fears of abandonment and isolation. (maria russo)

history does not repeat itself, but it rhymes

Perhaps all our loves are merely hints and symbols; vagabond-language scrawled on gate-posts and paving-stones along the weary road that others have tramped before us; perhaps you and I are types and this sadness which sometimes falls between us springs from disappointment in our search, each straining through and beyond the other, snatching a glimpse now and then of the shadow which turns the corner always a pace or two ahead of us.

Arriving at each new city, the traveler finds again a past of his that he did not know he had: the foreignness of what you no longer are or no longer possess lies in wait for you in foreign, unpossessed places.

there is a loneliness in this world so great
that you can see it in the slow movements of
the hands of a clock

“真相永远暧昧不明,而谎言却能让人很快就懂。”

> 也许就是我们希望互相理解的这种心情吧。毕竟作为人类,也许到死都无法好好理解他人的行为想法。
> 然而那种继续不断想要互相理解的做法本身,也许就是所谓的‘爱’了吧。

Whatever has the air of a paradox, and is contrary to the first and most unprejudiced notions of mankind, is often greedily embraced by philosophers, as shewing the superiority of their science, which could discover opinions so remote from vulgar conception.

Why I Write - Orwell:
(i) Sheer egoism.
(ii) Aesthetic enthusiasm.
(iii) Historical impulse.
(iv) Political purpose.


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