2016.12.29

The closer: So why did you sleep with Emilie? Do you think that part of you was getting uncomfortable with that closeness? You felt like you did not deserve Todd’s friendship and you wanted to somehow externalize that feeling into action .
Bojack: No, man. I think I’m just a dumb asshole. Can’t it just be that?
The closer: When you do bad things, you have something you can point to when people eventually leave you. It’s not you, you tell yourself. It’s that bad thing you did. Do you often keep people at arm’s length? Are you afraid of being known and knowing others?
The closer: She warned you that you wouldn’t want to know her
Bojack: Yeah, she was right. It’s so sad that when you see someone as they really are, it ruins them
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The closer: No, because that’s just theater. It allows you to think you’re in control but the whole idea of control is a myth. The universe is a wild beast. You can’t tame it. All you can do is try to live inside it.