Gain And Loss
1⃣️"I am lost I am a ghost , dispossessed taken host , my hunger burns a bullet hole , a specter of my mortal soul......" Being alone in a dense fog , in the middle of a void , only a intermittent singing pulls me forward . It is oddly that the baaroque singing does not threaten me , but obsessively walking faster and faster until a bulky mirror which is covered with some intricate grains leaps to my eyes .
2⃣️Approaching gradually , I saw a girl singing in the mirror with her head down . It seems that the mysterious girl has perceived my arrival , she cease to sing and looks up silently . Suddenly a flash of lightening pierce the sky , I recognize her appearance . What a big surprise , it is me ! To some extent , it is not me in other respects but apart from appearance . Failed to recover my consciousness , she stretches out her hand to me , and I spontaneously stretch out mine , too . No sooner did I touch her hand than the bulky mirror split into countless fragments . Meanwhile , the land begin to vibrate and subside strenuously . I lose my consciousness again , as if I has fallen into another time and space .
3⃣️The gurgling sound of water flow into my ears off and on , open my eyes and look around --- I am in a small wooden boat which is floating down the running stream . No stars but a full moon shining in the deep sky , leaving a flood of cold moonlight gently cover the surface of river . Be insensible of what to do and where to go , I just sit there and keep in a daze......
4⃣️All of a moment , more and more things drift from a distance and then drift away . I saw my lost toy car , some certificates of merit , my dead relatives and so on which I am eager to touch but it is just in vain since they are all phantasm .
5⃣️It strikes me that life is all about gain and loss , just keep advance and do not forget your original intention .
6⃣️The canoe gradually drifts into the inverted reflection of the full moon in water , I lie down relievedly to fall asleep as I know it is time to wake up .
7⃣️The alarm clock is ringing . Good morning , my life .